秒速５センチメートル [5 cm per second] i will say was the most heart warming show i watched this year... it is so real that i wonder what if that happens to me... will i let go? haiz. once i finish the show i will blog on my trip... and the pics...
Monday, 31 December 2007
last day of 07
ya it is the last day of 07.
it been a crazy year.
really a crazy year. from o's cert to poly to JTC to sph to boredom to being an otaku.
well i am so sasahara. *go and watch genshiken, if you dun get that show, you are not otaku enough to be an otaku* bleh on the otaku part.
haiz... looking back at 2007. i will regret abit. i lost something important. I miss someone that threw me out. i kinda messed up my plan. still i am trying to look forward but end up crying by myself.
haiz.
i dun even blog properly any more...
oh ya about my KL trip. i will post more about it later in the day today.
*was back on the 26th but did not bother to blog till today*
*and due to i had a shoot on saturday*
it been a crazy year.
really a crazy year. from o's cert to poly to JTC to sph to boredom to being an otaku.
well i am so sasahara. *go and watch genshiken, if you dun get that show, you are not otaku enough to be an otaku* bleh on the otaku part.
haiz... looking back at 2007. i will regret abit. i lost something important. I miss someone that threw me out. i kinda messed up my plan. still i am trying to look forward but end up crying by myself.
haiz.
i dun even blog properly any more...
oh ya about my KL trip. i will post more about it later in the day today.
*was back on the 26th but did not bother to blog till today*
*and due to i had a shoot on saturday*
Thursday, 20 December 2007
finished the pics
Finally uploaded all 114 pics of EOY 07
EOY 07 pics [sgcafe]
if u want to DL any pics find your way to my photobucket.
Now to sleep
*was doing SOY site for the last 5 hrs*
EOY 07 pics [sgcafe]
if u want to DL any pics find your way to my photobucket.
Now to sleep
*was doing SOY site for the last 5 hrs*
Saturday, 15 December 2007
eoy 07
i am tired....
Went for EOY. took 250plus pics.
lost 5 pics due to my SD card got cooked.
But in the end total of 160pics to be uploaded. and 15 done.
Well it was fun. sold off my manga and artbook [total $28] played with vince studio flash. fun lah! got a nice pic of kage. well it is over and i need to edit pics and sleep. n
nightz
Went for EOY. took 250plus pics.
lost 5 pics due to my SD card got cooked.
But in the end total of 160pics to be uploaded. and 15 done.
Well it was fun. sold off my manga and artbook [total $28] played with vince studio flash. fun lah! got a nice pic of kage. well it is over and i need to edit pics and sleep. n
nightz
Thursday, 13 December 2007
stinkcrap?
singnet, please dun be stinkcrap. coz i am getting crap that now the ADSL signal prb is not by singnet, but now it is IDA problem...
yes IDA... *blame the gahmeh... lol*
haiz. okay backlog of photos:
1. SPH work
2. KH shoot
3. red camp
4. Personally taken random pics
soon to add to the list:
EOY pics [priority level 1]
Photoshoots [priority after KH and SPH ]
pft
random crap of words people.
*started this blog at 21:49. randomly input till 1am*
yes IDA... *blame the gahmeh... lol*
haiz. okay backlog of photos:
1. SPH work
2. KH shoot
3. red camp
4. Personally taken random pics
soon to add to the list:
EOY pics [priority level 1]
Photoshoots [priority after KH and SPH ]
pft
random crap of words people.
*started this blog at 21:49. randomly input till 1am*
Saturday, 8 December 2007
mio sux?
okay i have no net for the last 12 hrs and counting. my DSL line is gone* somehow* and my mio plan supposed to start today but as it look like cannot connect the server
pft. next is to jess! i can borrow your net till my works????
next is that i got my sb-800
okay night and bye-ni
pft. next is to jess! i can borrow your net till my works????
next is that i got my sb-800
okay night and bye-ni
soy rules are up!
soy as in my jtc's cosplay event SOY -> start of year cosplay'08
Please come! * coz i did alot of work for it*
Please come! * coz i did alot of work for it*
Wednesday, 5 December 2007
why the fuck people have new blogs when they blog crap?
okay terence. i relinked u *coz u are those that keep changing ur blog address*
geez u know it is a waste of time? i have to log in to blogger, edit template. copy ur new url. find ur line in the god damn HTML codes. paste over ur old link. save template. finds that i should blog. and now typing this simple rant.
geez.
but i really want to know. why create a new blog? and waste another sub-domain.
i know i booked moodless-man.blogspot.com and moodless-soul.blogspot.com
and yes i got other blogs @ http://nanisonosuisen.blogspot.com/ , http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/ , http://fourscience1.blogspot.com/ and http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/ but all are for different use. i dun have multiple blog for me to rant, emo and moodless.
so people just have one blog. dun like the skin, change the HTML. dun like what ppl flame u. get rid of ur tag box. still cannot take it? delete ur god damn blog. there is a reason y ppl flame u.
damn it going for lunch.
geez u know it is a waste of time? i have to log in to blogger, edit template. copy ur new url. find ur line in the god damn HTML codes. paste over ur old link. save template. finds that i should blog. and now typing this simple rant.
geez.
but i really want to know. why create a new blog? and waste another sub-domain.
i know i booked moodless-man.blogspot.com and moodless-soul.blogspot.com
and yes i got other blogs @ http://nanisonosuisen.blogspot.com/ , http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/ , http://fourscience1.blogspot.com/ and http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/ but all are for different use. i dun have multiple blog for me to rant, emo and moodless.
so people just have one blog. dun like the skin, change the HTML. dun like what ppl flame u. get rid of ur tag box. still cannot take it? delete ur god damn blog. there is a reason y ppl flame u.
damn it going for lunch.
Tuesday, 4 December 2007
another post for the moodless series
Life is kinda down for the last 3 weeks.
Lost interest in school, life and the day.
turning into a hikikomori? ya maybe.
Well lets see I want to drop AMMP. but my course manager was like u can't.
come on what is the diff? I going to get debarred on friday, so now it is how fast the paperwork is? It will look nicer if i drop it then a word debarred. but no cannot drop. *bullshit*
haiz and i can say i getting distant from my class. I dun feel that i am in that class. Well that is what we are doing to ABC. so i should know this will happen, since i am different from them. I dun watch soccer, dota, have the same hobbies or interest.
yes i am an otaku. I dun eat much chinese food in school. It is mostly jap and western. I hate idiots who thinks dattebayo is a LEGAL subbing. THEY ARE FANSUBBERS thus it is illegal. idiots dun they know that odex pick DB's trackers the 1st? I find shooting pics a nice way to unwind. I should have just done design from day one... at least there will be a common ground at there.
I cannot study in a class that i have no friends or interest. I am those people that lives on peer support. I need to feel wanted or else i just feel lonely and disappear.
maybe i will one day disappear.
well the moodless life.
Lost interest in school, life and the day.
turning into a hikikomori? ya maybe.
Well lets see I want to drop AMMP. but my course manager was like u can't.
come on what is the diff? I going to get debarred on friday, so now it is how fast the paperwork is? It will look nicer if i drop it then a word debarred. but no cannot drop. *bullshit*
haiz and i can say i getting distant from my class. I dun feel that i am in that class. Well that is what we are doing to ABC. so i should know this will happen, since i am different from them. I dun watch soccer, dota, have the same hobbies or interest.
yes i am an otaku. I dun eat much chinese food in school. It is mostly jap and western. I hate idiots who thinks dattebayo is a LEGAL subbing. THEY ARE FANSUBBERS thus it is illegal. idiots dun they know that odex pick DB's trackers the 1st? I find shooting pics a nice way to unwind. I should have just done design from day one... at least there will be a common ground at there.
I cannot study in a class that i have no friends or interest. I am those people that lives on peer support. I need to feel wanted or else i just feel lonely and disappear.
maybe i will one day disappear.
well the moodless life.
Sunday, 2 December 2007
spam in taggy
This is the first time i got tagged by a spam.
One thing, i dunnoe any dave that know a zack that knows i will be interested to make cash like that...
lol!
okay news.
was at boot camp today. fun fun. 8v8 came in second. but i was rather useless. *winggen, prolink, the.awaking, killer.litter, nexblue, turtle, ykl and togusa_*
well.. reason for 2nd was that winggen, prolink and the.awaking and nana are in the nutz. and that we can follow orders. well it was fun.
oh ya... do u know that 2gb rams can cook ur laptop when ur laptop was built for 512mb...
well nightz *editing boot camp pics*
Saturday, 1 December 2007
Tuesday, 20 November 2007
odexing the world...
Who thought that small attack in this small little island can continue outside it?
words from otakus around the world have reach back to ground zero. odex is odexing otakus in USA, japan, the EU and etc.... it is amazing to hear the news. They stop attacking the locals as the rebellion is making them weaker and the legal war looks like a losing one. So what they do? they go for broke? a world war?
By now i guess most anime fans, otakus and geeks will know who is odex or at least that itch ass company. Creating a war world against the NET is not the way to go. *to us in sg, YAY!!! some one committing suicide!* But i sense. bayTSP is playing odex out. You see, as we heard not too long ago *before odex closed its forums* Odex plan to ask bayTSP to track sg DLers and request the ISP to forward an email saying that u DLed.
One thing is there no sg otaku i heard receive a single letter or email from odex or baytsp since the radio silent from odex and the papers. Baytsp ,must be smart and just track every and any anime torrents and pick the IPs and forward that email to the ISP to forward to the end user.
if that was the case. hey odex. u got punk'ed. baytsp dun like u too. o.O...
well...
back to updates.
my tripod is finally back home... ya finally... after like 1 mth in sas. *thanks zul for collecting it for me*
managed to borrow a tablet from nana * thanks girl*
i finally finished the poster for SOY next is the site
created a 2nd hand bookshop at sgcafe selling kage's and my stuff
next is to grab a patch from someone coz my 2142 1.40 patch is messed up... *stupid*
okay night
words from otakus around the world have reach back to ground zero. odex is odexing otakus in USA, japan, the EU and etc.... it is amazing to hear the news. They stop attacking the locals as the rebellion is making them weaker and the legal war looks like a losing one. So what they do? they go for broke? a world war?
By now i guess most anime fans, otakus and geeks will know who is odex or at least that itch ass company. Creating a war world against the NET is not the way to go. *to us in sg, YAY!!! some one committing suicide!* But i sense. bayTSP is playing odex out. You see, as we heard not too long ago *before odex closed its forums* Odex plan to ask bayTSP to track sg DLers and request the ISP to forward an email saying that u DLed.
One thing is there no sg otaku i heard receive a single letter or email from odex or baytsp since the radio silent from odex and the papers. Baytsp ,must be smart and just track every and any anime torrents and pick the IPs and forward that email to the ISP to forward to the end user.
if that was the case. hey odex. u got punk'ed. baytsp dun like u too. o.O...
well...
back to updates.
my tripod is finally back home... ya finally... after like 1 mth in sas. *thanks zul for collecting it for me*
managed to borrow a tablet from nana * thanks girl*
i finally finished the poster for SOY next is the site
created a 2nd hand bookshop at sgcafe selling kage's and my stuff
next is to grab a patch from someone coz my 2142 1.40 patch is messed up... *stupid*
okay night
Thursday, 15 November 2007
I will Rant!
Yes i am ranting.... before that, a disclaimer: hey under-aged readers. i going to use those not so nice/ vague words, so dun read *but i guess most pri 1 kids will Know most of the stuff i saying* For my aunt, if she is reading. please dun brother to read it.
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I AM PISSED. Why do i need to spend my holiday in god damn china when i got tonnes of work to compete in sg? Damn I will rather forgo my trip to kumming *go where the fuck is that please* , to do my work. I dun trust that the net there is safe and fast. and it is not 3-4 days there... it is 9days! 9 fucking days which i will be restless and moody. I want to spend my christmas in SG damn it. Can bring her out of lunch and dinner this year.
I want to stay in SG to finish up my crap work!. If i wanted to get out of sg. wait for my 2 month break! 2 weeks is just to rest and catch up. it is NOT to party!
haiz...
lets see....
CATS: major work due in 2 weeks
Photog work: due by end of dec. YES END OF DEC!!!!
Cosplay pics: 15 nov shoot by 15 dec, EOY by the next day. extra shoots ASAP.
SOY: site by this weekend. Poster by monday.
Redcamp: on wed.
Studies: Messed up.
portfolio: not done.
COD4: will never work on my gfx card.
MOH: airborne: no money
2142: never played for 2 mths. got boot camp on the 1st.
open house and cca display: more crap work
cosplay section: have not finished the write up.
damn screwed.
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I AM PISSED. Why do i need to spend my holiday in god damn china when i got tonnes of work to compete in sg? Damn I will rather forgo my trip to kumming *go where the fuck is that please* , to do my work. I dun trust that the net there is safe and fast. and it is not 3-4 days there... it is 9days! 9 fucking days which i will be restless and moody. I want to spend my christmas in SG damn it. Can bring her out of lunch and dinner this year.
I want to stay in SG to finish up my crap work!. If i wanted to get out of sg. wait for my 2 month break! 2 weeks is just to rest and catch up. it is NOT to party!
haiz...
lets see....
CATS: major work due in 2 weeks
Photog work: due by end of dec. YES END OF DEC!!!!
Cosplay pics: 15 nov shoot by 15 dec, EOY by the next day. extra shoots ASAP.
SOY: site by this weekend. Poster by monday.
Redcamp: on wed.
Studies: Messed up.
portfolio: not done.
COD4: will never work on my gfx card.
MOH: airborne: no money
2142: never played for 2 mths. got boot camp on the 1st.
open house and cca display: more crap work
cosplay section: have not finished the write up.
damn screwed.
Tuesday, 13 November 2007
time to update something....
Yes nana!!! it is getting to be a chore to update blogs.... but i dun think... it is outdated. it is just that it is dying due to all the other sites that have all in one...
like friendster's blog or some special plug in for facebook.
bleh. yes nana i updated my blog to reply u. coz i realised my c-box has too little typing space.
also sorry i not playing 2142 since u stop playing for ur o's... i am too busy... T.T
chionging CATS, SOY's site, cosplay write up, pic editing.... T.T... i am so dead.
i will be back... when i am done with the shit
ps: luna.suki i added u
like friendster's blog or some special plug in for facebook.
bleh. yes nana i updated my blog to reply u. coz i realised my c-box has too little typing space.
also sorry i not playing 2142 since u stop playing for ur o's... i am too busy... T.T
chionging CATS, SOY's site, cosplay write up, pic editing.... T.T... i am so dead.
i will be back... when i am done with the shit
ps: luna.suki i added u
Monday, 5 November 2007
My "new" cam
I know i have not update much. *due to i am busy* and the viewership dropped like faster than water.... so heck. it is my blog.... now to the topic of the day.
I am loving this beauty....
it is a minolta xd-7... and yes it is ancient... 1st produced in the 1977. my dad got it in the 80's. after like... 26 years... he finally hand it over... *which 20 plus years was left in a drybox*
Minolta XD-7, with a 50mm prime f/1.4 -16 0.48m
it is the 1st few camera model at that time to have shutter and aperture priority
50mm prime f/1.4 -16 0.48m
I am loving this beauty....
it is a minolta xd-7... and yes it is ancient... 1st produced in the 1977. my dad got it in the 80's. after like... 26 years... he finally hand it over... *which 20 plus years was left in a drybox*
Minolta XD-7, with a 50mm prime f/1.4 -16 0.48m
Bulb and that O mode dun need battery to run!
it is the 1st few camera model at that time to have shutter and aperture priority
50mm prime f/1.4 -16 0.48moverall it is shiok to use... but manual focusing can be killer... well night then...
Thursday, 25 October 2007
Sunday, 21 October 2007
Friday, 19 October 2007
Ain't life funny?
It is not.
Okay 1st post since the new sem started. One thing. I hate this sem. it is so not worth... and more boring.
The only interesting classes are my japanese 102 and CATS. yes CATS... i kena chan yoke khiong. I can tell he is married, but he is like acting gay? Well he seem to be a fun guy. And there are like 3 with the same name in my cats class...
1. me
2.chew jing wei *pronuced in chinese, it is the same*
3. Chan jin wen *same chinese characters*
that is the 1st time for me to be in a class with 2 others with the same name. the last time i met a guy with the same name was in sec 2...
well time to sleep got a long day tmr and a longer one on sat.
going for the cannon photo marathon...
*note to self edit the pics from the photog camp*
Okay 1st post since the new sem started. One thing. I hate this sem. it is so not worth... and more boring.
The only interesting classes are my japanese 102 and CATS. yes CATS... i kena chan yoke khiong. I can tell he is married, but he is like acting gay? Well he seem to be a fun guy. And there are like 3 with the same name in my cats class...
1. me
2.chew jing wei *pronuced in chinese, it is the same*
3. Chan jin wen *same chinese characters*
that is the 1st time for me to be in a class with 2 others with the same name. the last time i met a guy with the same name was in sec 2...
well time to sleep got a long day tmr and a longer one on sat.
going for the cannon photo marathon...
*note to self edit the pics from the photog camp*
Saturday, 13 October 2007
Back from camp
*Day 1 pics are up*
*some pics are up*
Okay i was back yesterday about 1pm. *but slept till 6am this morning*.
The photog camp was fun. started on wednesday *the 10th*. with a workshop from cannon. It was quite of a basic photography workshop.
->
-basic on Aperture and shutter control.
-field of depth
jeno the photographer in the bg teaching on shutter speed
the folks at the camp going to do some prac shooting
vic using the 400D which cannon kindly load the club for the workshop
Some shoots on small field of depth
My favorite pic of that day. edited it abit.
*B&W mask on the top half of the pic*
after that, vic left for her chalet and we had lunch. and realised never to order packet lunch from the canteen stalls when they are open. The afternoon was ice breaker and bonding games. but it turn out to be more about torturing pak wing aka game master.
did a photo story. *in the most horrible way* well well it sucked and my laptop kept crashing.
see my bunny bag can brainstorm ideas
bulb shoot of PIE
then was night games... 5 stations. 5 injuries on me... lost in the end. was fun and painful. after that was wash up and sleep but in the end, slept at 4 plus when we washed up at 12am. Shot the sunrise at 6 plus. had a few nice shoots.
*pics*
had breakfast then the wettest game of captain ball. balloons for the ball. after that was a theme photoshoot about. Uniquely singapore. my group covered on sports and places and some food. one thing i have to say is that 5 hrs is not enough time. And 11am to 2pm, no one play any sports during those timing.
*pics*
came back at around 3.30pm to find that all the seniors are MIA and seeing vic and joyce looking after the seniors room. the rest of the afternoon was spent on a crazy relay game. And an auction dinner. after that was stupid time seeing guyz doing the craziest thing. And funny thing was that vic was the only girl with us guyz watching it. but that night ended early. All went to sleep at about 12. Spent the rest of the time watching america next top model on my laptop along with vic and the rest of the guyz in the guyz room who were watching. finished the season by 4am plus. for a while after that, I started shooting and teaching some shooting skills to some of the girls.
*pic*
did a second sunrise shoot at 6.40 plus and started shooting in black and white. *found it fun*
broke camp at 9 plus but in the end running around helping to find sean's keys. ended up at kap mcd for breakfast and then home for a 14hrs sleep which after that was uploading and blogging this...
lol. time to edit nice pics.
*some pics are up*
Okay i was back yesterday about 1pm. *but slept till 6am this morning*.
The photog camp was fun. started on wednesday *the 10th*. with a workshop from cannon. It was quite of a basic photography workshop.
->
-basic on Aperture and shutter control.
-field of depth
jeno the photographer in the bg teaching on shutter speed
the folks at the camp going to do some prac shooting
vic using the 400D which cannon kindly load the club for the workshopSome shoots on small field of depth
My favorite pic of that day. edited it abit.
*B&W mask on the top half of the pic*
after that, vic left for her chalet and we had lunch. and realised never to order packet lunch from the canteen stalls when they are open. The afternoon was ice breaker and bonding games. but it turn out to be more about torturing pak wing aka game master.
did a photo story. *in the most horrible way* well well it sucked and my laptop kept crashing.
see my bunny bag can brainstorm ideaswell the night was spent on learning playing with bulb and long shutter. *been doing it.*
playing with long shutter and repeat flashing
playing with long shutter and repeat flashingbulb shoot of PIEthen was night games... 5 stations. 5 injuries on me... lost in the end. was fun and painful. after that was wash up and sleep but in the end, slept at 4 plus when we washed up at 12am. Shot the sunrise at 6 plus. had a few nice shoots.
*pics*
had breakfast then the wettest game of captain ball. balloons for the ball. after that was a theme photoshoot about. Uniquely singapore. my group covered on sports and places and some food. one thing i have to say is that 5 hrs is not enough time. And 11am to 2pm, no one play any sports during those timing.
*pics*
came back at around 3.30pm to find that all the seniors are MIA and seeing vic and joyce looking after the seniors room. the rest of the afternoon was spent on a crazy relay game. And an auction dinner. after that was stupid time seeing guyz doing the craziest thing. And funny thing was that vic was the only girl with us guyz watching it. but that night ended early. All went to sleep at about 12. Spent the rest of the time watching america next top model on my laptop along with vic and the rest of the guyz in the guyz room who were watching. finished the season by 4am plus. for a while after that, I started shooting and teaching some shooting skills to some of the girls.
*pic*
did a second sunrise shoot at 6.40 plus and started shooting in black and white. *found it fun*
broke camp at 9 plus but in the end running around helping to find sean's keys. ended up at kap mcd for breakfast and then home for a 14hrs sleep which after that was uploading and blogging this...
lol. time to edit nice pics.
Friday, 5 October 2007
posting timing are getting later
if you have not realised. i used to blog at like what.... 11pm-12am timing., but these days, most of the post are at 3-4am.. sweet!. bleh!!!
okay the holidays are ending.in about more than 1 week time.
I have not done much creative stuff or work. I did not organized or went for a single photo shoot. I wasted money on my bowling. *damn that $200 bucks on training and fees i can get a lens*
mhh i so wasted. I did not bother to go back to sas to check on the juniors after njrc. the robotics kit is still with me..
mhh what else? I did not really had a job for the last 2 mths. *did not bother/ not to my type/ auntie want girls to look after her bookshop*
2nd sem is starting. and my timetable looks bad....
monday is 8-8 *with 2 2hrs break*
tuesday is early lunch then school till 5
wednesday is forced to come to school to HAVE lunch follow by 2 hrs prace and 2 hrs maths.
thursday is S&W at 8am and CATS...
but the sweet thing is that on friday, it is 7 hrs stright! then in sch till 8pm... nice life.
okay the holidays are ending.in about more than 1 week time.
I have not done much creative stuff or work. I did not organized or went for a single photo shoot. I wasted money on my bowling. *damn that $200 bucks on training and fees i can get a lens*
mhh i so wasted. I did not bother to go back to sas to check on the juniors after njrc. the robotics kit is still with me..
mhh what else? I did not really had a job for the last 2 mths. *did not bother/ not to my type/ auntie want girls to look after her bookshop*
2nd sem is starting. and my timetable looks bad....
monday is 8-8 *with 2 2hrs break*
tuesday is early lunch then school till 5
wednesday is forced to come to school to HAVE lunch follow by 2 hrs prace and 2 hrs maths.
thursday is S&W at 8am and CATS...
but the sweet thing is that on friday, it is 7 hrs stright! then in sch till 8pm... nice life.
Tuesday, 2 October 2007
bleh
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Saturday, 29 September 2007
the next question...
did odex used a.f.k's fansubs of The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya for their verison? well the subs in the verison on ch56 looks like it.
we are now waiting to compare bandai's subs to odex and a.f.k's
if afk and odex have the same mistakes and bandai dun.
U KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!
we are now waiting to compare bandai's subs to odex and a.f.k's
if afk and odex have the same mistakes and bandai dun.
U KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
Full moon sways
Yap... Full moon sways, gently on the night of one fine day...*it is fullmoon tonight. eat your moodcakes ah*
Online Videos by Veoh.com
okay the PV from beat crusaders is funny and sad...
haiz..
next!
my dad is officially giving up on looking after fishes... *no more pets in this household. damn. i want a hamster or a small tank*
but i had to help to clean this god damn tank... *and i am not the owner...*
haiz... well life is pretty moodless these few days.
i want to get out of the house,
run away from the hell.
But i got no where else to go.
Close friends' place seem so distant.
The place i hid,
before is forbidden.
hanging outside is too much.
I like to stay away from home.
but i have no place to go.
My old lab is no longer mine.
Her room is hers.
the rest got to study...
i dun feel comfortable in school.
felt like a loner,
but not as an outcast.
she tell me to mix,
but i am afraid.
i am looking for a girl.
but it is not possible.
my heart is stuck to one.
i know she is a no.
but my heart can't wait,
but one will come my way.
haiz. kage is finally back online *she got a new pc. too bad it is vista*
well a song
it's happy line by yui
i will do a translation soon...
Online Videos by Veoh.com
okay the PV from beat crusaders is funny and sad...
haiz..
next!
my dad is officially giving up on looking after fishes... *no more pets in this household. damn. i want a hamster or a small tank*
but i had to help to clean this god damn tank... *and i am not the owner...*
haiz... well life is pretty moodless these few days.
i want to get out of the house,
run away from the hell.
But i got no where else to go.
Close friends' place seem so distant.
The place i hid,
before is forbidden.
hanging outside is too much.
I like to stay away from home.
but i have no place to go.
My old lab is no longer mine.
Her room is hers.
the rest got to study...
i dun feel comfortable in school.
felt like a loner,
but not as an outcast.
she tell me to mix,
but i am afraid.
i am looking for a girl.
but it is not possible.
my heart is stuck to one.
i know she is a no.
but my heart can't wait,
but one will come my way.
haiz. kage is finally back online *she got a new pc. too bad it is vista*
well a song
it's happy line by yui
i will do a translation soon...
誰の為に生きているの?
さえない日々を過ごして
弱さも痛みも
どのくらい感じてるの?
足りない昨日におぼれ
夢に書いた今日
そろわなくても yeah yeah
夜明け前の瞬く星は
消えて行ったの?
明日へ行ったの?
Tomorrow never knows
It’s happy line
何を信じていけばいい?
見えない日々を過ごして
どんな夜を見ても
もう暗い顔しないで
誰もが幸せを呼ぶ笑顔
見えているの?
笑えなくても yeah yeah
明日への想いを胸に
赤い目を見て
笑ってみたの
Tomorrow never knows
It’s happy line
足りない昨日におぼれ
夢に書いた今日
そろわなくても yeah yeah
夜明け前の瞬く星は
消えて行ったの?
明日へ行ったの?
Tomorrow never knows
It’s happy line
[戻る]
Thursday, 20 September 2007
the answer to わたしは トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
okay free prize marketing dun work for my blog...
haiz...
only 2 entries but no correct answer. so no prize.
1. by brendan : I am togusa, the smart evil friend?
2. by apple [she sent alot of entries via msn and the tag box] : I am togusa “the dark intellectual” companion
well both have the front right. but..... that is the easy part.
as i said, pronounced it.
わたし は トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
watashi wa togusa "kuraichi" nakamashi desu
and that is this?
トグサ "クライチ" ンアカマシ
togusa "kuraichi" nakamashi
people the answer was on my blog.
and as the desu is at end. the whole centre can be my name. *unless u take nakamashi desu together.*
in the end it is simple i am togusa kuraichi nakamashi.
haiz...
only 2 entries but no correct answer. so no prize.
1. by brendan : I am togusa, the smart evil friend?
2. by apple [she sent alot of entries via msn and the tag box] : I am togusa “the dark intellectual” companion
well both have the front right. but..... that is the easy part.
as i said, pronounced it.
わたし は トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
watashi wa togusa "kuraichi" nakamashi desu
and that is this?
トグサ "クライチ" ンアカマシ
togusa "kuraichi" nakamashi
people the answer was on my blog.
and as the desu is at end. the whole centre can be my name. *unless u take nakamashi desu together.*
in the end it is simple i am togusa kuraichi nakamashi.
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
great my dad is giving up his fishes
and ppl guess y?
the big news....
2plus. first sign of expansion seen on the glass panel near to the study room door.
3plus. the silicon on the joint was tearing apart at the top of the tank.
5mins later, 1st break through a crack at the top. about 5 lit of water leaked.
emergency crew arrive 2 mins later to drain another 3cm of water. emergency pump and filters was set up for the fish.
11.15.pm about 15 cm from there the last crack. the silicon on the edge gave way to about 100 kg of water.. a 4cm hole was found. about 4 lit leaked unnoticed on to live power points. no blackout occurred.
11.55pm. emergency crew managed to remove the water till left with 10cm.
12-1.45am. emergency crew starts catching the fishes and moving to a temp tank . about 30% of the fishes are feared missing then the mess started.
the 2 discus are suffering from trauma. about 50% are injured. officials est that nearly all will die in the next 2 days.
for the 200[l]x60[w]x 80 [h] cm tank... it will be clean and well... and removed.
yap. it is the end of the fish tanks in my house. my dad is retiring from it. if i do keep a tank. i will use his current temp one. and house a few fish... that is all... no huge tank with crazy filter system...
went to town today. spend some time with kage, before she go with hel to celebrate hel's bd... kage was late. ask me to call her at 11am, she woke up at 12 noon. haiz... hel was worse. *ETA. always 2 hrs after meeting time*
well when hel appeared. i disappeared... *okay i disappeared like 15mins before she appeared*
head to np to pay my 102 japanese class. then it was home for the fish tank mess...
so bull.
well i dun think she reads here. and her bd is long after i finish this.
but well. Happy birthday helena.
hannah foong the girl i used to love.
the big news....
2plus. first sign of expansion seen on the glass panel near to the study room door.
3plus. the silicon on the joint was tearing apart at the top of the tank.
5mins later, 1st break through a crack at the top. about 5 lit of water leaked.
emergency crew arrive 2 mins later to drain another 3cm of water. emergency pump and filters was set up for the fish.
11.15.pm about 15 cm from there the last crack. the silicon on the edge gave way to about 100 kg of water.. a 4cm hole was found. about 4 lit leaked unnoticed on to live power points. no blackout occurred.
11.55pm. emergency crew managed to remove the water till left with 10cm.
12-1.45am. emergency crew starts catching the fishes and moving to a temp tank . about 30% of the fishes are feared missing then the mess started.
the 2 discus are suffering from trauma. about 50% are injured. officials est that nearly all will die in the next 2 days.
for the 200[l]x60[w]x 80 [h] cm tank... it will be clean and well... and removed.
yap. it is the end of the fish tanks in my house. my dad is retiring from it. if i do keep a tank. i will use his current temp one. and house a few fish... that is all... no huge tank with crazy filter system...
went to town today. spend some time with kage, before she go with hel to celebrate hel's bd... kage was late. ask me to call her at 11am, she woke up at 12 noon. haiz... hel was worse. *ETA. always 2 hrs after meeting time*
well when hel appeared. i disappeared... *okay i disappeared like 15mins before she appeared*
head to np to pay my 102 japanese class. then it was home for the fish tank mess...
so bull.
well i dun think she reads here. and her bd is long after i finish this.
but well. Happy birthday helena.
Saturday, 15 September 2007
わたしは トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
I will post the answer on next wednesday.
it is quite easy. but as alot are guessing wrongly
i will release some clues:
1. dun use babel fish. it is useless
2. a japanese dictionary may help
3. pronounce it!
わたしは トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
it is quite easy. but as alot are guessing wrongly
i will release some clues:
1. dun use babel fish. it is useless
2. a japanese dictionary may help
3. pronounce it!
わたしは トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
wasted...
well well well...
today was wasted? YES
today was crappy? YES
She was not serious again? YES
She could break my heart? YES
She Evil? Maybe
Is she different from the rest? YES.
looks like the lie detector test is a pass.
haiz. slept at 6 before my bro woke up. i was watching air gear on my laptop. at 8plus got the stupid sms but slept through it till turtle called. well i got my results
compro [C programming]: AD [expected of course]
edcad [autocad]: A+ [expected]
Com toolkit : B [expected, she loved my voice :P]
EG1 [maths]: B [ i never finished MOL ]
IAC [the cosplay write up] : C [wtf.... she said a B!!!!]
themofuilds 1: C [ huh??? how come???]
AMP 1: D [expected, but that low?]
GPA: 2.8847.
How to go to uni?????
oh jap 101: B
this is screwed man. i planned to try the dsta scholarship and my gpa is 2.88. i need a 3.8!!!! [4.0 is impossible now]
haiz i saw it, so i went to sleep again and woke up at 2pm and went to town to walk around and e2max again.... stone. every friday u go to the cathay. u see me there. okay most... not every.
haiz. was on sms with kage the whole evening.... well feeling for her are different of what i feel of other girls... i know how do crush feels like. it is different for her. Well maybe due to she is my sis that y. haiz..
well got to study hard for the rest of poly life. if my gpa continues like that. i must well jump.
today was wasted? YES
today was crappy? YES
She was not serious again? YES
She could break my heart? YES
She Evil? Maybe
Is she different from the rest? YES.
looks like the lie detector test is a pass.
haiz. slept at 6 before my bro woke up. i was watching air gear on my laptop. at 8plus got the stupid sms but slept through it till turtle called. well i got my results
compro [C programming]: AD [expected of course]
edcad [autocad]: A+ [expected]
Com toolkit : B [expected, she loved my voice :P]
EG1 [maths]: B [ i never finished MOL ]
IAC [the cosplay write up] : C [wtf.... she said a B!!!!]
themofuilds 1: C [ huh??? how come???]
AMP 1: D [expected, but that low?]
GPA: 2.8847.
How to go to uni?????
oh jap 101: B
this is screwed man. i planned to try the dsta scholarship and my gpa is 2.88. i need a 3.8!!!! [4.0 is impossible now]
haiz i saw it, so i went to sleep again and woke up at 2pm and went to town to walk around and e2max again.... stone. every friday u go to the cathay. u see me there. okay most... not every.
haiz. was on sms with kage the whole evening.... well feeling for her are different of what i feel of other girls... i know how do crush feels like. it is different for her. Well maybe due to she is my sis that y. haiz..
well got to study hard for the rest of poly life. if my gpa continues like that. i must well jump.
Thursday, 13 September 2007
guess this crap
わたしは トグサ “暗い知” なかまし です
The 1st that translate it correctly will get a prize. maybe some of my mangas or animes. like Desert punk! from odex.
The 1st that translate it correctly will get a prize. maybe some of my mangas or animes. like Desert punk! from odex.
some bored things i can do.
when i produce random photos of things u know i am bored.
well click it!!! go go!!!
well click it!!! go go!!!
Saturday, 8 September 2007
Saturday, 1 September 2007
input output
i am broke!
*yay*
-.-
okay lets see:
draw 90 on monday night
left 40 on wedensday.
then left 20 on thrusday night.
but NETS 24 at comex for my laptop cooler.
friday afternoon. draw 50.
at comex again, brought nothing.
but went to marina square, the creative shop.
spent 20 on the headphones to help make vic's prop.
NETS 89 on my fatal1ty gaming headset. *ya it is sweet!*
then went to sim lim with turtle. *wait i was with turtle the whole day*
spent 5 on cable.
lost my brown jacket *$89 bucks jacket gone*
went to cathay, spent 10 on food and e2max.
left with 30 at current timing.
and 10 that i cannot draw liao in the bank.
this is to last me till the 23rd.
I AM SCREWED!!!! BROKE!!!! DEAD???
okay not...
well i got a good headphones *finally!!!!* i still like my sony, this one is to be used for gaming ONLY. cannot let them know
okay i know it is teacher's day, but i did not visit sas on friday as,
1. robotics meeting was cancelled. *damn*
2. i woke up late
3. some idiots may do some crazy thing.
4. i know those idiots.
5. i been going to sas for afew days liao.
6. i visited chem tan and SKY liao, dun need to mention mdm soh, ah tan. have not seen ML, DA, Add math yeo, GAL, or ah seow... mhh maybe i go disturb them on monday or tuesday since i am in school.
haiz should have gone back.
oh ya SKY brought a D80, *i want*. he too busy to make photoshoots. *pity*
the juniors did not make it to the final interview. well no awards this year round. left FLL or robofest.
damn i am randomly keying in things.
blah, night.
*yay*
-.-
okay lets see:
draw 90 on monday night
left 40 on wedensday.
then left 20 on thrusday night.
but NETS 24 at comex for my laptop cooler.
friday afternoon. draw 50.
at comex again, brought nothing.
but went to marina square, the creative shop.
spent 20 on the headphones to help make vic's prop.
NETS 89 on my fatal1ty gaming headset. *ya it is sweet!*
then went to sim lim with turtle. *wait i was with turtle the whole day*
spent 5 on cable.
lost my brown jacket *$89 bucks jacket gone*
went to cathay, spent 10 on food and e2max.
left with 30 at current timing.
and 10 that i cannot draw liao in the bank.
this is to last me till the 23rd.
I AM SCREWED!!!! BROKE!!!! DEAD???
okay not...
well i got a good headphones *finally!!!!* i still like my sony, this one is to be used for gaming ONLY. cannot let them know
okay i know it is teacher's day, but i did not visit sas on friday as,
1. robotics meeting was cancelled. *damn*
2. i woke up late
3. some idiots may do some crazy thing.
4. i know those idiots.
5. i been going to sas for afew days liao.
6. i visited chem tan and SKY liao, dun need to mention mdm soh, ah tan. have not seen ML, DA, Add math yeo, GAL, or ah seow... mhh maybe i go disturb them on monday or tuesday since i am in school.
haiz should have gone back.
oh ya SKY brought a D80, *i want*. he too busy to make photoshoots. *pity*
the juniors did not make it to the final interview. well no awards this year round. left FLL or robofest.
damn i am randomly keying in things.
blah, night.
Thursday, 30 August 2007
何も
haiz my life is getting boring.
i actually have nothing much to blog.
okay i was busy. but nothing much interesting.
start from saturday.
natsu matsuri. no girl to go with, not that interesting. but it was fun as it was my first time.
sunday: nothing happened except my cpu went to the dogs
monday: went to robotics to do the video shoot for my juniors, mess up that is what happened. then at night to my class chalet. nothing much happened that night except i got a depressing sms...
she want me to buy her a birthday present, but she sent that message by a proxy. and that present is to be pass over via the same proxy. look, if u want it message me, and let me pass it to u directly. I want to talk. u know this just make me feel depressed again.
tuesday: darren disclosed his arm while swimming. It is like my fault it happened cause i asked him to race... started bbq from 4 to late. left at 11pm. got home called kage. she got abit the emo.
wednesday: juniors are screwed. life is sux. I went to check out the price of that thing she wanted. too expensive. can dun bother liao. watch brave story with the JTC comm. nice movie. haiz again. felt lonely... seeing couples make me feel down.
i actually have nothing much to blog.
okay i was busy. but nothing much interesting.
start from saturday.
natsu matsuri. no girl to go with, not that interesting. but it was fun as it was my first time.
sunday: nothing happened except my cpu went to the dogs
monday: went to robotics to do the video shoot for my juniors, mess up that is what happened. then at night to my class chalet. nothing much happened that night except i got a depressing sms...
she want me to buy her a birthday present, but she sent that message by a proxy. and that present is to be pass over via the same proxy. look, if u want it message me, and let me pass it to u directly. I want to talk. u know this just make me feel depressed again.
tuesday: darren disclosed his arm while swimming. It is like my fault it happened cause i asked him to race... started bbq from 4 to late. left at 11pm. got home called kage. she got abit the emo.
wednesday: juniors are screwed. life is sux. I went to check out the price of that thing she wanted. too expensive. can dun bother liao. watch brave story with the JTC comm. nice movie. haiz again. felt lonely... seeing couples make me feel down.
Monday, 27 August 2007
Sunday, 26 August 2007
natsu matsuri
the japanese summer fest at the japanese school was fun!!! very fun!!!
will upload pics in the coming days. night!
will upload pics in the coming days. night!
Friday, 24 August 2007
AMP
okay... i 1st thought i will be dead meat after doing the AMP paper. but guess what. it was okay. Well went to the lib to borrow some books
like catcher in the rye. [ i am reading it for the kick. all GitS fans should read it!]
it is not that it got to do with GitS. Wait it does due to that line.
I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf mutes
how many laughing man fans out there??? oh ya, J.D Saliger wrote another short story, namely The laughing man. * i borrowed Nine stories by him, it is inside*
and note, both are written like 50 years ago. older than my parents... back to catcher in the rye, i am reading/finding that well documented line. Well a standalone complex can happen in this country. U just need to post a idea on the net. leave it there for a few viewers then delete all trace. some how it will spark others to follow it.... *okay that is not really a SAC, as it is a guided one like in GitS:SAC:2nd gig.*
on the way back, i got drugged by a bottle of juice i brought from cheers.... *seeing people on top of cars and ghost like people getting off the bus when it is moving are not funny due to this time of the year...*
well 10hrs more to my TF1 paper. good night now...
oh yeah pacnet pwned odex!
oh yeah!!! people please tag!!! my box is dying~~!!!
like catcher in the rye. [ i am reading it for the kick. all GitS fans should read it!]
it is not that it got to do with GitS. Wait it does due to that line.
I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf mutes
how many laughing man fans out there??? oh ya, J.D Saliger wrote another short story, namely The laughing man. * i borrowed Nine stories by him, it is inside*
and note, both are written like 50 years ago. older than my parents... back to catcher in the rye, i am reading/finding that well documented line. Well a standalone complex can happen in this country. U just need to post a idea on the net. leave it there for a few viewers then delete all trace. some how it will spark others to follow it.... *okay that is not really a SAC, as it is a guided one like in GitS:SAC:2nd gig.*
on the way back, i got drugged by a bottle of juice i brought from cheers.... *seeing people on top of cars and ghost like people getting off the bus when it is moving are not funny due to this time of the year...*
well 10hrs more to my TF1 paper. good night now...
oh yeah pacnet pwned odex!
oh yeah!!! people please tag!!! my box is dying~~!!!
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
Monday, 20 August 2007
xedo....
some thing for most of you guyz.
http://sgcafe.com/showpost.php?p=2304655&postcount=1
the acutal verison if u cannot stand youtube
Sunday, 19 August 2007
Wednesday, 15 August 2007
roaming
found some thing funny on singtel roaming site
it is cheaper to get a call in iraq than in USA. plus it is free in coming....
it is cheaper to get a call in the UK than in JB, and it also free in coming...
it is cheaper to get a call in korean than in japan, both are free in coming.
u get a call in indonesia or malaysia... u pay $0.42/min. but it is more exp to call out from indonesia...
Thailand have no 3G...
sending 1 SMS from malaysia is $0.61, but it is cheaper if you send from:
Aland, Albania, Angola, Anguilla, Antigua and Barbuda,Argentina, Armenia *22cents*, Australia, Azerbaijan, Azores, Bahrain, Bangladesh , Belarus, Belgium, Belize, Benin, Bermuda, Bolivia, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Brunei, Bulgaria, Burkina Faso, Cambodia, Cameroon, Canada, Cayman Islands, Chad, Channel Islands, Chile, China, Congo (DRC), Corsica (Corse), Ivory Coast, Crete (Kriti), Croatia, Cyclades, Cyprus *18cents!!!*, Czech Republic, Dominica, Egypt, El Salvador, Estonia, Faroe Islands, Finland, France, French West Indies, Gabon, Georgia *17cents*, Germany, Ghana, Gibraltar *bf2142?*, Gotland *got land???*, Greece, Guadeloupe, Guam, Guatemala, Guernsey, Hebrides, Honduras, Hungary, Indonesia, Ionian Islands, Iran, Iraq, Ireland, Isle of Man, Italy, Japan, Kazakhstan *13 cent...*, Kenya, Kuwait, Kyrgyzstan.....
fuck it there are alot... go and check http://home.singtel.com/consumer/roaming/ if u dun believe me....
but i am shocked that kazakhstan is 13 cents and alot of unknown places are way cheaper than malaysia....
it is cheaper to get a call in iraq than in USA. plus it is free in coming....
it is cheaper to get a call in the UK than in JB, and it also free in coming...
it is cheaper to get a call in korean than in japan, both are free in coming.
u get a call in indonesia or malaysia... u pay $0.42/min. but it is more exp to call out from indonesia...
Thailand have no 3G...
sending 1 SMS from malaysia is $0.61, but it is cheaper if you send from:
Aland, Albania, Angola, Anguilla, Antigua and Barbuda,Argentina, Armenia *22cents*, Australia, Azerbaijan, Azores, Bahrain, Bangladesh , Belarus, Belgium, Belize, Benin, Bermuda, Bolivia, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Brunei, Bulgaria, Burkina Faso, Cambodia, Cameroon, Canada, Cayman Islands, Chad, Channel Islands, Chile, China, Congo (DRC), Corsica (Corse), Ivory Coast, Crete (Kriti), Croatia, Cyclades, Cyprus *18cents!!!*, Czech Republic, Dominica, Egypt, El Salvador, Estonia, Faroe Islands, Finland, France, French West Indies, Gabon, Georgia *17cents*, Germany, Ghana, Gibraltar *bf2142?*, Gotland *got land???*, Greece, Guadeloupe, Guam, Guatemala, Guernsey, Hebrides, Honduras, Hungary, Indonesia, Ionian Islands, Iran, Iraq, Ireland, Isle of Man, Italy, Japan, Kazakhstan *13 cent...*, Kenya, Kuwait, Kyrgyzstan.....
fuck it there are alot... go and check http://home.singtel.com/consumer/roaming/ if u dun believe me....
but i am shocked that kazakhstan is 13 cents and alot of unknown places are way cheaper than malaysia....
Tuesday, 14 August 2007
when a bored kid cross path of a fly....
check my photoblog for the full series. *click on the pic to go to it*
Monday, 13 August 2007
moodless writing
Rainy days
lyrics by togusa, music by Do as infinity [Summer days]
Cold weather and freezing nights
What’s so great about it anyway?
Rainy days, let it be a sunny day
Wet roads and flooded paths
Got to be nuts to love it in any ways
I hate rainy days
You got to be kidding me,
I rather to sleep
than to get out of bed
Traveling in this pour, the bus,
It will get slower with every raindrop.
I give up and fall back to sleep.
Not every morning is a nice cold one.
Come on, it is best to sleep in right now.
Let the fucking rain pass.
Damn, just let me sleep!!
Cold weather and freezing nights
What’s so great about it anyway?
Rainy days, let it be a sunny day
Wet roads and flooded paths
Got to be nuts to love it in any ways
Goddamn rainy days
Stop lying to yourself
You should know well, that is fake.
Traveling in this weather, to any where,
getting very wet on the way.
What happened to your pants?
And Shoes? Ain’t they wet?
Who said that rain could cool the day?
Nothing happened in anyways
Damn, give me time to change!
Cold weather and freezing nights
What’s so great about it anyway?
Rainy days, let it be a sunny day
Wet roads and flooded paths
Got to be nuts to love it in any ways
Who needs rainy days?
From the first drop to the last one
Leaving a mess behind
Rainy day, why oh why on a rainy day
You left me without saying goodbye
Taking all, far faraway
No more rainy days
Sing it to the song, summer days by do as infinity. i thought of recording this verison, but realised my voice is not up to standard..... so if any kind girl that can sing wants to help me with this, please contact me, i will help to do the basic recording...
Sunday, 12 August 2007
good bye days
Some music for all
Good bye days by yui
だからいま 会いにゆく そう決めたんだ
ポケットの この曲を 君に聴かせたい
そっとヴォリュームを上げて 確かめてみたよ
oh Good-bye days
いま 変わる気がする
昨日までに so long
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you
片方の イヤフォンを 君に渡す
ゆっくりと 流れ込む この瞬間
うまく愛せていますか? たまに迷うけど
oh Good-bye days
いま 変わり始めた 胸の奥 alright
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you
できれば 悲しい 想いなんてしたくない
でもやってくるでしょ?
そのとき 笑顔で
Yeah hello!! my friend なんてさ
言えたならいいのに…
同じ唄を 口ずさむ時
そばにいて I wish
かっこよくない優しさに会えてよかったよ
…Good-bye days
i will translate it soon..
Good bye days by yui
だからいま 会いにゆく そう決めたんだ
ポケットの この曲を 君に聴かせたい
そっとヴォリュームを上げて 確かめてみたよ
oh Good-bye days
いま 変わる気がする
昨日までに so long
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you
片方の イヤフォンを 君に渡す
ゆっくりと 流れ込む この瞬間
うまく愛せていますか? たまに迷うけど
oh Good-bye days
いま 変わり始めた 胸の奥 alright
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you
できれば 悲しい 想いなんてしたくない
でもやってくるでしょ?
そのとき 笑顔で
Yeah hello!! my friend なんてさ
言えたならいいのに…
同じ唄を 口ずさむ時
そばにいて I wish
かっこよくない優しさに会えてよかったよ
…Good-bye days
i will translate it soon..
Saturday, 11 August 2007
it is 4plus... i am turning into an owl.
okay afew stuff to put up now... http://fotologue.jp/togusa
now... i will upload the nice pics to fotologue as it has a limit of 20mb per month of uploads.
then http://nakamashi.multiply.com/
i have multiply as alot of photogs have... i like it as it is all in one hosting site. BUT as it is multipy... i cannot URL link my pics.
http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/
no one except some cosplayers went to it... *plan to move main photo blog to my multiply*
my favorite pic hosting site. http://s186.photobucket.com/albums/x170/togusa-kuraichi/ only restrictions are that max of 1gb, and 30gb bandwidth. Most of the pics i put on forums and online comes from here....
and my old one http://s9.photobucket.com/albums/a98/raider_208/
alot of the blogskins and random pics are still there. I dun upload any more pics to it as it is messy *unless it is random pics again*
okay i have finished my noodles... *yes i cooked instant mee at 4am*
oh it is 5.12. night then. wait it is morning.
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Now playing: LAST ALLIANCE - Fly again, hero
via FoxyTunes
okay afew stuff to put up now... http://fotologue.jp/togusa
now... i will upload the nice pics to fotologue as it has a limit of 20mb per month of uploads.
then http://nakamashi.multiply.com/
i have multiply as alot of photogs have... i like it as it is all in one hosting site. BUT as it is multipy... i cannot URL link my pics.
http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/
no one except some cosplayers went to it... *plan to move main photo blog to my multiply*
my favorite pic hosting site. http://s186.photobucket.com/albums/x170/togusa-kuraichi/ only restrictions are that max of 1gb, and 30gb bandwidth. Most of the pics i put on forums and online comes from here....
and my old one http://s9.photobucket.com/albums/a98/raider_208/
alot of the blogskins and random pics are still there. I dun upload any more pics to it as it is messy *unless it is random pics again*
okay i have finished my noodles... *yes i cooked instant mee at 4am*
oh it is 5.12. night then. wait it is morning.
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Now playing: LAST ALLIANCE - Fly again, hero
via FoxyTunes
Friday, 10 August 2007
i am retiring....
okay i have thought about it.
I will be retiring.
my body cannot take the pain.
i lost the touch.
my balls went haywire.
and please note i am talking about my bowling.*if u did not realised that, fuck u!*
my left hand died during the 12 games 8pin tap national day youth challenge. I got pwned. scored 296 for one game but the rest suck. *my hand went numb at the 8 game thus i cannot tell if i was grabbing the ball.which = to late release = flushed up throws.*
haiz... i will be laying low on bowling for a few months till at least the doc say it is safe to bowl again.
okay. comment on NDP...
1. it is not the best ever! *the ads lies!!!*
2. fine the fireworks are nicer, but still short. *and i did not bring my cam and etc coz it was too heavy*
3. i find some of the costume. more costume than cosfucks...
4. no kick?
5. SSC's ndp celebrations has tone down.
6. the heli now dare to fly near the fireworks.
7. ain't 100m too low for 1 chinook carrying a flag and 4 apache.
haiz... heli in sg usually flies at 200m to 400m. but i kena the best one before at marina south. a chinook less than 40m up. flew over my head. the flight crew can even wave at the girls that waved at it...
man tired day. but before i go. I got to remember. NOT to go to SSC with my hair tied up. * TT and the manager are scary with lighters....*
I will be retiring.
my body cannot take the pain.
i lost the touch.
my balls went haywire.
and please note i am talking about my bowling.
my left hand died during the 12 games 8pin tap national day youth challenge. I got pwned. scored 296 for one game but the rest suck. *my hand went numb at the 8 game thus i cannot tell if i was grabbing the ball.which = to late release = flushed up throws.*
haiz... i will be laying low on bowling for a few months till at least the doc say it is safe to bowl again.
okay. comment on NDP...
1. it is not the best ever! *the ads lies!!!*
2. fine the fireworks are nicer, but still short. *and i did not bring my cam and etc coz it was too heavy*
3. i find some of the costume. more costume than cosfucks...
4. no kick?
5. SSC's ndp celebrations has tone down.
6. the heli now dare to fly near the fireworks.
7. ain't 100m too low for 1 chinook carrying a flag and 4 apache.
haiz... heli in sg usually flies at 200m to 400m. but i kena the best one before at marina south. a chinook less than 40m up. flew over my head. the flight crew can even wave at the girls that waved at it...
man tired day. but before i go. I got to remember. NOT to go to SSC with my hair tied up. * TT and the manager are scary with lighters....*
Sunday, 5 August 2007
coscon, wcg, bowling tryout part 2...
went to suntec for coscon and wcg.... and my tryouts at safra yishu....
coscon was okay...
wcg was okay..
singtel gfx was on too...
bowling tryouts was better
editing pics was okay...
BUT
that idiot partner of my doing the c programing screw up the WHOLE SHIT!!!! HE USING THE OLD VERSION INSTEAD OF THE NEW ONE!!!! FUCK HIM!!! I GOT TO REWRITE AND SPEND MY WHOLE TIME NOW TO CLEAN HIS SHIT!!!!
TELL ME THAT HE USING THE NEW ONE, i read the coding got prb... i knew i am dead,....
coscon was okay...
wcg was okay..
singtel gfx was on too...
bowling tryouts was better
editing pics was okay...
BUT
that idiot partner of my doing the c programing screw up the WHOLE SHIT!!!! HE USING THE OLD VERSION INSTEAD OF THE NEW ONE!!!! FUCK HIM!!! I GOT TO REWRITE AND SPEND MY WHOLE TIME NOW TO CLEAN HIS SHIT!!!!
TELL ME THAT HE USING THE NEW ONE, i read the coding got prb... i knew i am dead,....
Friday, 3 August 2007
i have nothing to blog
it is true... my life is so boring this week till there is nothing to blog.. so i am going to sleep liao... night night....
*this is killing my viewership*
please check my photoblog at http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/
*this is killing my viewership*
please check my photoblog at http://togusa-designs.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
thy moodless
haiz... life is so flushed up...
my dad is being more of a bastard than normal this few months. Come on, his knowledge of history is based on discovery channel and the latest history channel which history shows are like 5 years old *oh history history shows*... come on japan DID NOT go near alaska at all... it is just that the americans scared that they invaded that way...
he should know i will get out of his hand. I am not that cute little small boy that he used to play with. I have grown, i gained knowledge, i have my plans *which he destroyed*... COME ON I DUN live my life in his shadows. I DUN WANT TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS. I am ME, myself, I. Not his son, his kid, his follower.
I have the right to do things my way. His way is old and not up to date. I dun want to be anti-social like him. I dun want to end up like him, a huge piece of fat that have friends that he either, dun like to hang too much or scared they say something about him as they are way richer and powerful.
Ya... i was to be a rich man son, but i dun give a shit of what happened. It happened way before i was born. But now, he is turning to be like his mom, senile and going mad. Mom and i knew it was going to happen since he was getting jumpy.... everything we say he will listen in. Scared we going to boycott him?. He is flushed up. i feel like moving his computer and put it in his bedroom. I am going to claim my study room as my bed room soon... i cannot take his attitude... i dun care if even if he is going to kill me. maybe it is better if i died. Their life will be much peaceful.
I just want to get away from his rule... i have the right to say your data is old and dun say i am arguing with you, when u are the one that dun want to take it as the truth.
Why should i give in to him?
why should i not argue for the truth?
why should i agree with the lies, with an idiot?
why should i listen to a person who had a girlfriend at my age?
come on, they both hanging out together at my age, but they are telling me NOT to get into one.. COME ON i got into 2 and they dun even know. I dun even know i am my dad's son. How can i be so skinny when he and my bro are so god damn fat. the only things that i have from my dad sides *which my mom's dad also had* are, bow legs and curly hair.
my brown hair was from my mom, so as my looks, my eyes, my eyelid, my med probs, my allergies, my low alcohol torrence levels. my fucking temple, my blood prb.
what else i want to state? I am like more from my mom then from my dad... maybe i should just get a DNA test when i am older... and see for myself...
-Little more than before [slip out]-
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i still miss you...
my dad is being more of a bastard than normal this few months. Come on, his knowledge of history is based on discovery channel and the latest history channel which history shows are like 5 years old *oh history history shows*... come on japan DID NOT go near alaska at all... it is just that the americans scared that they invaded that way...
he should know i will get out of his hand. I am not that cute little small boy that he used to play with. I have grown, i gained knowledge, i have my plans *which he destroyed*... COME ON I DUN live my life in his shadows. I DUN WANT TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS. I am ME, myself, I. Not his son, his kid, his follower.
I have the right to do things my way. His way is old and not up to date. I dun want to be anti-social like him. I dun want to end up like him, a huge piece of fat that have friends that he either, dun like to hang too much or scared they say something about him as they are way richer and powerful.
Ya... i was to be a rich man son, but i dun give a shit of what happened. It happened way before i was born. But now, he is turning to be like his mom, senile and going mad. Mom and i knew it was going to happen since he was getting jumpy.... everything we say he will listen in. Scared we going to boycott him?. He is flushed up. i feel like moving his computer and put it in his bedroom. I am going to claim my study room as my bed room soon... i cannot take his attitude... i dun care if even if he is going to kill me. maybe it is better if i died. Their life will be much peaceful.
I just want to get away from his rule... i have the right to say your data is old and dun say i am arguing with you, when u are the one that dun want to take it as the truth.
Why should i give in to him?
why should i not argue for the truth?
why should i agree with the lies, with an idiot?
why should i listen to a person who had a girlfriend at my age?
come on, they both hanging out together at my age, but they are telling me NOT to get into one.. COME ON i got into 2 and they dun even know. I dun even know i am my dad's son. How can i be so skinny when he and my bro are so god damn fat. the only things that i have from my dad sides *which my mom's dad also had* are, bow legs and curly hair.
my brown hair was from my mom, so as my looks, my eyes, my eyelid, my med probs, my allergies, my low alcohol torrence levels. my fucking temple, my blood prb.
what else i want to state? I am like more from my mom then from my dad... maybe i should just get a DNA test when i am older... and see for myself...
-Little more than before [slip out]-
I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy.
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart to thaw.
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure.
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy.
I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be.
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul.
I've become a man from a kid and now turn back to a kid again.
I can now show and give my love a little more than before.
Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.
Recalling my torn borken, aching heart of these long days.
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps.
Recalling, aching, breaking, crying , making sure to me.
And I take all grin at my future on the way.
Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.
I've become a man from a kid and now turn back to a kid again.
I can now show and give my love a little more than before....
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart to thaw.
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure.
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy.
I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be.
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul.
I've become a man from a kid and now turn back to a kid again.
I can now show and give my love a little more than before.
Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.
Recalling my torn borken, aching heart of these long days.
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps.
Recalling, aching, breaking, crying , making sure to me.
And I take all grin at my future on the way.
Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.
I've become a man from a kid and now turn back to a kid again.
I can now show and give my love a little more than before....
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i still miss you...
Sunday, 22 July 2007
21th
i got my harry potter book 1st thing in the morning...
went for photography outing at sentosa... but vic stole my cam formost all of the time. man, the time i got it back, was to take shots of her close up being yuki...
went for photography outing at sentosa... but vic stole my cam for
Thursday, 19 July 2007
hating school...
i dunnoe, i just lost interest in going to school. it is like i am totally moodless to go. Is it due to i start to hate the classes, to the due i see no use of going? or is it my mind is somewhere else.
she dun read here anymore. i guess. but i miss her...
Full moon sways...
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way...
Looking for a moment with my dear
Full moon waves.
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You were there...
Smilling in my arms for all those years
What a fool...
I don't know 'bout tomorrow...
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was fool,
Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel...
The end
Old love affair...
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You were there...
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool...
I don't know 'bout tomorrow...
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was fool
couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel...
The end
Full moon sways...
Gently in the night of one fine day
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all thoses years...
she dun read here anymore. i guess. but i miss her...
Full moon sways...
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way...
Looking for a moment with my dear
Full moon waves.
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You were there...
Smilling in my arms for all those years
What a fool...
I don't know 'bout tomorrow...
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was fool,
Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel...
The end
Old love affair...
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You were there...
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool...
I don't know 'bout tomorrow...
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was fool
couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel...
The end
Full moon sways...
Gently in the night of one fine day
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all thoses years...
Monday, 16 July 2007
Sunday, 15 July 2007
Friday, 13 July 2007
painkillers...
if any of u do not know, I hate friday the 13th[ mainly it is the week leading up to it...]
haiz it is also the 13th week that i am on painkillers since.In total, i have tried 4 different types...
lets see, the first one.it messed up my life as it was too strong and gives me memories blank periods which make me unable to remember a crap and i think i was unstable during those periods, but i will never know as she will not tell me..
*doctor did not tell me about those effects till i ask him if it will affect my memories during class*
that made him change my meds to the second type... a smaller dose [ in a single pill] but i was told to take 2 if my head hurts like mad. no memory loss [ i think] but it made me unstable [emotionally and in the mental state], plus what happened after that last friday the 13th...
after hearing the complains from my mom,
he switch it to a even smaller dose that temp kill the pain [ 2 -4 hrs]
that one was anti-depression too i guess as i was more stable and can think straight with it. without it i will go high... [nuts and etc]
but i have to stop that one as last thursday, after seeing the dentist due to a toothache, the dentist gave me a damn powerful painkiller for my headache and tooth pain. [ but the side effect was that it cause a major pain right after taking then i dun feel a thing.] it is also another anti-depression i think...
well the reason i am on this new one is that it looks like i have a wisdom tooth problem.if i am not able to pay for the op for it, i will have to go on to long term painkillers that may damage my health, body and liver and nerves....
haiz mess up life... well i should be used to this... been taking drugs from the age of 4. [ maybe earlier cause i only have rough memories from that age only]... haiz... weaking. that is what i am...
i am on polaramine for long term since the 1st time taking it..
danzen is another long term on off drug.
panado and all the fever meds are another on off drugs...
i still got some anti-depression meds from sec 1 to 3...
dun need to say about painkillers
still got others...
afew for my breathing problems if it happen again... [4, 8, 12 years old that time, so the next was to be at 16 years old, but it did not, so it may happen this year]
afew for my crazy ulcer outbreaks that make me look like a crazy person.... [ 2, 10, 16, 17 but treated early so the outbreak did not happened [about 16 weeks ago] ]
still got 2 for my skin treatment... [ but it seems i can stop eatting them]...
mhh... and my mom blame this on herself cause i was fed with homos when i was in her... [which where to make sure i survive through the 9 mths]
i think soon i need some sleeping pills... cannot sleep well...
haiz it is also the 13th week that i am on painkillers since.In total, i have tried 4 different types...
lets see, the first one.it messed up my life as it was too strong and gives me memories blank periods which make me unable to remember a crap and i think i was unstable during those periods, but i will never know as she will not tell me..
*doctor did not tell me about those effects till i ask him if it will affect my memories during class*
that made him change my meds to the second type... a smaller dose [ in a single pill] but i was told to take 2 if my head hurts like mad. no memory loss [ i think] but it made me unstable [emotionally and in the mental state], plus what happened after that last friday the 13th...
after hearing the complains from my mom,
he switch it to a even smaller dose that temp kill the pain [ 2 -4 hrs]
that one was anti-depression too i guess as i was more stable and can think straight with it. without it i will go high... [nuts and etc]
but i have to stop that one as last thursday, after seeing the dentist due to a toothache, the dentist gave me a damn powerful painkiller for my headache and tooth pain. [ but the side effect was that it cause a major pain right after taking then i dun feel a thing.] it is also another anti-depression i think...
well the reason i am on this new one is that it looks like i have a wisdom tooth problem.if i am not able to pay for the op for it, i will have to go on to long term painkillers that may damage my health, body and liver and nerves....
haiz mess up life... well i should be used to this... been taking drugs from the age of 4. [ maybe earlier cause i only have rough memories from that age only]... haiz... weaking. that is what i am...
i am on polaramine for long term since the 1st time taking it..
danzen is another long term on off drug.
panado and all the fever meds are another on off drugs...
i still got some anti-depression meds from sec 1 to 3...
dun need to say about painkillers
still got others...
afew for my breathing problems if it happen again... [4, 8, 12 years old that time, so the next was to be at 16 years old, but it did not, so it may happen this year]
afew for my crazy ulcer outbreaks that make me look like a crazy person.... [ 2, 10, 16, 17 but treated early so the outbreak did not happened [about 16 weeks ago] ]
still got 2 for my skin treatment... [ but it seems i can stop eatting them]...
mhh... and my mom blame this on herself cause i was fed with homos when i was in her... [which where to make sure i survive through the 9 mths]
i think soon i need some sleeping pills... cannot sleep well...
Monday, 9 July 2007
cosfest...
was supposed to blog this on sat night, but due to my fucking AMP report and some photos editing, i did not..
okay one thing about cosfest on saturday was that, it was not cosfest... it was tanjong pagar GRC festa cum samba dance competition cum cosfest. Due to MM Lee appearance, there were x-ray scanners and metal detectors but it seems that a swiss army knife in my bag as not an item of interest for the cops...
well that is singapore for you. well the joke was that they scared the props can kill... [ duh] but most of the props cannot fit into the scanners... and the cops have to stick a ugly blue sticker on the props [ which damages the props] haiz...
well if i go into a time line,
4pm: queue up to enter the lock down area.
4.05pm: got into the lock down area [ the uncle in front of me was a film cam user and got 2 and was asking alot of crap cause the cops were forcing him to put his cam in to the x-ray scanner...]
4.06pm: saw the guard. [ he was a post-ww2 east german soldier]
then the blah blah take take till like 7pm
7pm: turtle called then went to dhoby for ramen.
8.15pm:enter the ramen shop
9pm: finished and walk around daiso, got $2 worth of sandpaper
** if u need sandpaper go to daiso, for $2 u can get 1200 grid to 60 grid!!!!**
9.15pm: walked to carfour coz james want that wasbi seaweed...
dun have, gone head to mrt,
9.45pm: x-zone at dhoby, but the para machine was queued...
9.50pm: head to Toa payoh.
10.15pm: end up at x-zone in TP, turtle para-ing, i grab a chair and getting moodless/ and down...
10.30pm: head back to TP interchange and grab a bus back home...
10.55pm: turn on my laptop, gets more moodless when open my project
11.55pm: too moodless to do the project edit 5 pics and upload to sgcafe.
12plus am: kage reached home after her 10.30 movie of transformers. Called her...
3.30plus am: put down the phone.
4.18am: total words typed in to my project, 1 short paragraph.
4.30am: went to sleep.
mh... continue!
2.30pm: woke up,
5.30pm: started rushing my amp project [7hrs 30 to dateline...]
9.30pm: dinner, finished 5 pages [2hrs 30 to dateline..]
11.45pm: finished the work [15mins left!!!]
11.50pm: finally log in to mel [9mins plus left]
11.54pm: mel lagging, finally got to the submission page [5mins!!!]
11.58pm: upload to the submission page done [1min!!!]
11.59pm: finally say that i submitted it.
what the flush... it took me 15 mins to do some thing that takes me 2 mins in school...
okay some pics.
the east german NCO
haruhi suzumiya, had to request for this pose.
one of the 3 entrance to enter...
cosplayers with prop are only allowed to enter by this one
brought some d.gray man stickers from this booth...
peggy as akito from air gear, the character is actually a bishi guy, why is he i a dress? read the air gear chapter when they are in kyoto...
okay one thing about cosfest on saturday was that, it was not cosfest... it was tanjong pagar GRC festa cum samba dance competition cum cosfest. Due to MM Lee appearance, there were x-ray scanners and metal detectors but it seems that a swiss army knife in my bag as not an item of interest for the cops...
well that is singapore for you. well the joke was that they scared the props can kill... [ duh] but most of the props cannot fit into the scanners... and the cops have to stick a ugly blue sticker on the props [ which damages the props] haiz...
well if i go into a time line,
4pm: queue up to enter the lock down area.
4.05pm: got into the lock down area [ the uncle in front of me was a film cam user and got 2 and was asking alot of crap cause the cops were forcing him to put his cam in to the x-ray scanner...]
4.06pm: saw the guard. [ he was a post-ww2 east german soldier]
then the blah blah take take till like 7pm
7pm: turtle called then went to dhoby for ramen.
8.15pm:enter the ramen shop
9pm: finished and walk around daiso, got $2 worth of sandpaper
** if u need sandpaper go to daiso, for $2 u can get 1200 grid to 60 grid!!!!**
9.15pm: walked to carfour coz james want that wasbi seaweed...
dun have, gone head to mrt,
9.45pm: x-zone at dhoby, but the para machine was queued...
9.50pm: head to Toa payoh.
10.15pm: end up at x-zone in TP, turtle para-ing, i grab a chair and getting moodless/ and down...
10.30pm: head back to TP interchange and grab a bus back home...
10.55pm: turn on my laptop, gets more moodless when open my project
11.55pm: too moodless to do the project edit 5 pics and upload to sgcafe.
12plus am: kage reached home after her 10.30 movie of transformers. Called her...
3.30plus am: put down the phone.
4.18am: total words typed in to my project, 1 short paragraph.
4.30am: went to sleep.
mh... continue!
2.30pm: woke up,
5.30pm: started rushing my amp project [7hrs 30 to dateline...]
9.30pm: dinner, finished 5 pages [2hrs 30 to dateline..]
11.45pm: finished the work [15mins left!!!]
11.50pm: finally log in to mel [9mins plus left]
11.54pm: mel lagging, finally got to the submission page [5mins!!!]
11.58pm: upload to the submission page done [1min!!!]
11.59pm: finally say that i submitted it.
what the flush... it took me 15 mins to do some thing that takes me 2 mins in school...
okay some pics.
the east german NCOharuhi suzumiya, had to request for this pose.one of the 3 entrance to enter... cosplayers with prop are only allowed to enter by this one
brought some d.gray man stickers from this booth...peggy as akito from air gear, the character is actually a bishi guy, why is he i a dress? read the air gear chapter when they are in kyoto...
Saturday, 7 July 2007
nana day....
in 46 hours i will be dead as my AMP written report is not done yet...
in 13 hours i will be at cosfest...
in 10 hours i will be awake...
in 4 hours i will be sleeping
in 1 hour i will be doing my AMP report.
right now, i am down, moodless again...
haiz... the thoughts are going through my heads again, there is nothing to worry about... she will avoid me like i avoid/cannot see her. she will confirm will not pose for a shot later today, why am i worried about it??? there is nothing to be scared of but thoughts are going wild inside. *could it be my painkillers??*
in 13 hours i will be at cosfest...
in 10 hours i will be awake...
in 4 hours i will be sleeping
in 1 hour i will be doing my AMP report.
right now, i am down, moodless again...
haiz... the thoughts are going through my heads again, there is nothing to worry about... she will avoid me like i avoid/cannot see her. she will confirm will not pose for a shot later today, why am i worried about it??? there is nothing to be scared of but thoughts are going wild inside. *could it be my painkillers??*
Wednesday, 4 July 2007
headache, toothache and a bowling league...
fuck it... i have to dig for my extra drugs again... this time the headache is caused by a toothache. which looks like coming from my wisdom tooth. I am supposed to detox the painkillers out of my system...
haiz, the pain is now 4 times as bad as thing morning, it is like someone is beating up my brains [ and jaw].how am i to bowl tonight at the league?????
//*oh ya it is 4th of july... so lets sing the US anthem...
*//
kageshi hope u reading this, so happy 4th of july. happy birthday!
haiz, the pain is now 4 times as bad as thing morning, it is like someone is beating up my brains [ and jaw].how am i to bowl tonight at the league?????
//*oh ya it is 4th of july... so lets sing the US anthem...
*//kageshi hope u reading this, so happy 4th of july. happy birthday!
Tuesday, 3 July 2007
manga, talks, class, projects and manga
okay for those that wonder that does that title mean, it has no meaning... i will take it down into parts..
firstly, manga. THIS IS WHAT I WAS DOING SINCE LAST WEEK IN CLASS!!! reading manga online as:
1. i can finish the autocad stuff fast...
2. c-programming is chicken feet
3. i am surfing the net during TF
4. AMP is a die die module
5. maths is sec 3/4 add/e maths... got enough time to do and read...
what else?i am also bored... somehow i lost the will to study hard, i just want to read manga, watch anime, take photos and play 2142...
next word, talks... over this few days i have the longest few talks with ppl on the phone.... [ usually only one or 2 in a week, but this time it is like 6]
i am fine with it,but i realised.it is draining me.[those that called me, dun blame yourself, it is my bad here] i am not as strong as i am or what u see.i am a weaking. i am gas can, u can pump more air inside, it will compress, but one day, the thin alu can will burst open. some have seen it happen, but this time no one slowly releasing the pressure.
this one is simple, class = sleeping time... [was awake for autocad due to manga, that is the same for tf today, but i slept for like 30mins in japanese]
projects, i am screwed okay. i got 2 major projects due on sunday 080707 2359... i am screwed as,
for the the amp one, i have not really started...
c programming, i dunnoe if he is the right guy to link up with. i need a prefect score for my c-programming...
there are still side line projects like my IS project, cosfest...
and back to manga... air gear, beck, vk, deathnote... heck go and read them.
firstly, manga. THIS IS WHAT I WAS DOING SINCE LAST WEEK IN CLASS!!! reading manga online as:
1. i can finish the autocad stuff fast...
2. c-programming is chicken feet
3. i am surfing the net during TF
4. AMP is a die die module
5. maths is sec 3/4 add/e maths... got enough time to do and read...
what else?i am also bored... somehow i lost the will to study hard, i just want to read manga, watch anime, take photos and play 2142...
next word, talks... over this few days i have the longest few talks with ppl on the phone.... [ usually only one or 2 in a week, but this time it is like 6]
i am fine with it,but i realised.it is draining me.[those that called me, dun blame yourself, it is my bad here] i am not as strong as i am or what u see.i am a weaking. i am gas can, u can pump more air inside, it will compress, but one day, the thin alu can will burst open. some have seen it happen, but this time no one slowly releasing the pressure.
this one is simple, class = sleeping time... [was awake for autocad due to manga, that is the same for tf today, but i slept for like 30mins in japanese]
projects, i am screwed okay. i got 2 major projects due on sunday 080707 2359... i am screwed as,
for the the amp one, i have not really started...
c programming, i dunnoe if he is the right guy to link up with. i need a prefect score for my c-programming...
there are still side line projects like my IS project, cosfest...
and back to manga... air gear, beck, vk, deathnote... heck go and read them.
Monday, 2 July 2007
huh?
okay i found a tab on my firefox showing the posting screen, i am not sure when i turn it to here, so heck, i got nothing to blog, go to sleep.
Sunday, 1 July 2007
the 12ed change
i have finished designing the 12 blogskin for my blog... it seems okay, i just now need to do some extra coding later, since i did this for the last 6hours plus. okay
good morning world, i am going to sleep.
good morning world, i am going to sleep.
down...
all around me... i see are pairs... pairs of everything...
new blog skin in 5 hours, please stand by...
new blog skin in 5 hours, please stand by...
Thursday, 28 June 2007
no net...
like the blackout in NY, my router is doing the same to me. it is like a emp pulse damaged the transformer[not the robot, but that black box]. it is like due to a long time use of my router on 24/7 since feb. i felt a rest was needed, so i off the router in the morning and low and behold, it cannot be turned on after that...
SO learn this, u either turn on ur router 24/7 forever or u turn off and on when u use... [ okay that is to me]
haiz, so people if u do read, I will be not able to be online, most of the time as there is no service in my house, unless i use jess's network, but as she have not appear online i cannot get the go ahead. but for now,
sorry jess, i am using your network.
but i will be online during my school hours, at least.
please sms me for this period of time.
SO learn this, u either turn on ur router 24/7 forever or u turn off and on when u use... [ okay that is to me]
haiz, so people if u do read, I will be not able to be online, most of the time as there is no service in my house, unless i use jess's network, but as she have not appear online i cannot get the go ahead. but for now,
sorry jess, i am using your network.
but i will be online during my school hours, at least.
please sms me for this period of time.
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
the fucked up moodless day.
Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
i really wish i can just be a normal kid, have a normal life. but hell, i dun have one, but technically, it looks normal from the outside, i dun really excel at all. i am not an outstanding person. i look perfectly normal from the outside. but haiz... it is not normal.
when u have parents that dun like go for gathering, dun like to mix with people they dun know. you know that you dun have a normal life, come on i am 17, most parents dun mind the kid to have their own room, if there is a room in the house that is not that used. and my parents give me the most crap and shit reasons not to use my study room as my room, when most of the stuff in it are mine. okay i will state it here today, this is my say, i will turn that study room of mine in to my bed room by the end of this year, no matter what they say.
okay i am quite worked up on this crap cause of this morning and yesterday... being the target that gets blame / start the argument / topic of argument from my parents... i got worked up by it that i just stood up from the dinning table and had some fight with my dad....
come on dun say that i sleeping around, i am your freaking son. it is like saying that i am a gigolo.. i dun even have a girlfriend, like i can sleep around... girls like hot guys, i am a freaking geek, not handsome at all, i am not smart, i am not outstanding, i am, well perfectly average.
i really that bad in life,
1 girl dump me after a week, with the crappiest dump line i ever heard from anywhere....
another told me it depends....
another just rejected me and only contact me when she wants to go out or need help...
and one just did not gave a reason, an answer or reply, she just let go. block me on msn, i guess she would block my phone number is she know how to.... lucky i did not teach her how. I really thought we can last, but i guess it happened to fast....
i am those guys that tend to go for girls that i like, if i dun have the feeling, i am not interested in that girl. [ that is how i rejected 2]... maybe i think too much of love at first sight... i should move away from that idea...
well and someone have a great saying to me, " go and get a girlfriend.." halo ms, ain't you the perfect candidate? haiz if do read this, go and get a boyfriend, you got to learn not to toy with too many guys hearts, although the major one you toy with was that guy...
a relationship is not a one way street, it is a busy 4 lane expressway. after that girl, i should have known, but it was still one way, but the arrow was pointing to her. i fell for her but nothing much came back,except when she was down...
i still cannot forget... i cannot take alcohol as it affects my painkillers and and i get drunk too fast now, [ my alcohol torrence is getting lower to now, 1.5 cups of the tall sake cup]. it is screwed.
i just want to get over this... and listen to that someone, get a girlfriend.
--------------------------------------
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose
Truth is you can stop and stare
Run myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere
Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
[End Chorus]
Go stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow
Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama help me I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him he knows he works
Fuck this hurts I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I wont be satisfied
So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this
I pull myself apart
I'll make you, face, this, now!!!!
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out
------------------------
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
i really wish i can just be a normal kid, have a normal life. but hell, i dun have one, but technically, it looks normal from the outside, i dun really excel at all. i am not an outstanding person. i look perfectly normal from the outside. but haiz... it is not normal.
when u have parents that dun like go for gathering, dun like to mix with people they dun know. you know that you dun have a normal life, come on i am 17, most parents dun mind the kid to have their own room, if there is a room in the house that is not that used. and my parents give me the most crap and shit reasons not to use my study room as my room, when most of the stuff in it are mine. okay i will state it here today, this is my say, i will turn that study room of mine in to my bed room by the end of this year, no matter what they say.
okay i am quite worked up on this crap cause of this morning and yesterday... being the target that gets blame / start the argument / topic of argument from my parents... i got worked up by it that i just stood up from the dinning table and had some fight with my dad....
come on dun say that i sleeping around, i am your freaking son. it is like saying that i am a gigolo.. i dun even have a girlfriend, like i can sleep around... girls like hot guys, i am a freaking geek, not handsome at all, i am not smart, i am not outstanding, i am, well perfectly average.
i really that bad in life,
1 girl dump me after a week, with the crappiest dump line i ever heard from anywhere....
another told me it depends....
another just rejected me and only contact me when she wants to go out or need help...
and one just did not gave a reason, an answer or reply, she just let go. block me on msn, i guess she would block my phone number is she know how to.... lucky i did not teach her how. I really thought we can last, but i guess it happened to fast....
i am those guys that tend to go for girls that i like, if i dun have the feeling, i am not interested in that girl. [ that is how i rejected 2]... maybe i think too much of love at first sight... i should move away from that idea...
well and someone have a great saying to me, " go and get a girlfriend.." halo ms, ain't you the perfect candidate? haiz if do read this, go and get a boyfriend, you got to learn not to toy with too many guys hearts, although the major one you toy with was that guy...
a relationship is not a one way street, it is a busy 4 lane expressway. after that girl, i should have known, but it was still one way, but the arrow was pointing to her. i fell for her but nothing much came back,except when she was down...
i still cannot forget... i cannot take alcohol as it affects my painkillers and and i get drunk too fast now, [ my alcohol torrence is getting lower to now, 1.5 cups of the tall sake cup]. it is screwed.
i just want to get over this... and listen to that someone, get a girlfriend.
--------------------------------------
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose
Truth is you can stop and stare
Run myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere
Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
[End Chorus]
Go stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow
Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama help me I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him he knows he works
Fuck this hurts I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I wont be satisfied
So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this
I pull myself apart
I'll make you, face, this, now!!!!
[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out
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Sunday, 24 June 2007
some moodless photos
took these at the photohon that np photography club organized.
the lonely one
look through the circles
down the stairs
the arrow will lead you.
the rest of my day pics can be found on togusa-designs.blogspot.com
night then got school tmr [ finally!!!]
here are my best 5.
through the eyes of another camera
through the eyes of another camerathe lonely onelook through the circlesdown the stairsthe arrow will lead you.the rest of my day pics can be found on togusa-designs.blogspot.com
night then got school tmr [ finally!!!]
| Personality Disorder Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
some disorder test i took online... according to the site, if the results are over 70%, chances i have that disorder is about 60% to 80%,so that means that i am paranoid, schizoid, schizotypal, borderline [ normal prbs] and histrionic. whoa i got so many disorder, comparing to mich teo, she only have schizotypal.
so if i do go crazy, please send me to IMH.
so if i do go crazy, please send me to IMH.
Saturday, 23 June 2007
the moodless me
for some people's entertainment, since someone complained that he dunnoe how i looked now...
wait shit, he dun know my blog [ i think]... haiz... come on, i got post at least one photo of me on this blog at least once every few months [the last time was turtle's bd and the time before that was my nippon trip, before that was my grad nite posting and that is all the pics of me that i posted online on my blog]
i am not model quality, so i try not to post pics of myself, but as a photographer, i post a lot of others. so dun sue me for uploading any of pics of anyone if it is taken by me.
night now.
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