One year on....

1 year ago, at this timing I left the land of the rising sun on a very wet night. Even thought I felt Tokyo was not that long ago, time really went by quite fast for the past 1 year. ( okay it felt damn long especially when I am in Tekong, twice some more)  Right after that long 12 days in Tokyo. I had 48hours to prep myself for the longest waste of my life. National service. Not that I am against it but I felt that I can put my life into a better use than me training my not so physically fit body.

So during the past year many things had changed:
 I had got into a relationship,
then went to get injured in Tekong.
 Kena out of course from Tekong,
got horribly frustrated,
then gotten out of  the relationship.
Became even more horribly frustrated with myself and super emotional.
 Went back to Tekong again.
Shoulder weaken even more.
Became quite of a hermit.
Stop being interesting.
Watching more drama than animes
Realised my Life may end up worse than Ted.
Lost my creative touch
Rotting on 9gag
My SLR died, D300s is kinda rotting away. LC-A+ filled with a film that only managed to move 3 frames a week.
Getting really emotional over small things.
And diablo 3 maybe the only thing I do when I get home.

dude you are wasting your life again...

1 Month ago, i spent $72 on a card.
13 days ago. i queued up 4 hours with that card to collect a box
That box had just numbers... The game key that basically made me rot at home for the past 13 days.

That is Diablo 3. Well not like i have anything else to really do.... (other then editing 10 shoots, 2 videos and some slides for the army... )
once again i am wasting my life on a game again.

But hey it is my childhood game... I spent playing diablo 2 with my fren for like 3 years till one of them actually had to be drop to N(A) coz he was spending more time farming than studying.

Anyways it is saving me money, 2 weekends and i have not really been going out.. (okay my spent 1 saturday on duty in camp, so it doesn't count i guess)

oh screw this blog post i have no idea what i am typing *goes back to saving tristram*

The girl who played with lalang

Photography by : togusa chan

Model : Reichel

Clothes: Model's own.

More to come from this recent shoot.

On the roof.

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Photography by : togusa chan

Model : Engracia

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Night time Wandering

this door is always open, this door is always open

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no one has the guts to shut us out

but if we have to go now i guess there's always hope that  some place will be serving after hours

~ After hours by We Are Scientists

 

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Photography by : togusa chan

Model : Engracia

Feeling abit sian.

I just found out my Minolta XD7 is dying, and i think i will have to part with this vintage series soon.

 I am going to try to save up and get a Leica M6 soon.

for now my films will be mostly LOMO + my Nikon 35Ti

POC LOH!!!

FINALLY!. i am not a recruit any more!.

Been to 2 BMT and back, best thing both in Rocky Hill, far from the main camp on tekong. But what ever it is, i can grow my hair again!... now to wait for ORD!

Messy room

Even when i am stuck in camp for the weekdays. My room is still as messy as ever.

This week will be my final [and it better be the last] week in tekong. YES it is FINALLY nearly over. not National Service but at least after this I will not be stuck on a island far from civilization where the only connection out is my handphone(which is dying). Back to usual blogging and tweet spams after Good Friday.

Now how should i spend my good friday weekend, anyone wants any Photoshoots?

Missing life

Going back to Tekong Is really demoralizing.

Going back to Tekong on a Friday night is even more demoralizing...

I am missing the outside world once again, but then what is it so difference between me being stuck in the DVFX lab and in an army camp? I was missing my life too back then when I had to camp day after days and burn my weekend on my Mac just to do work.

The army is just boring and due to the fact I am so disconnected from the net, I guess I that y I felt I really missing my life...

I am not really a outgoing person, and ain't really social able ( offline or online )... So ya... There goes my life. If is not for school and work, I doubt I will have friends outside that circle. ( okay cosplay is another thing..)

So well I have to end this post as I am reaching the ferry terminal to go back to Tekong to burn my long weekend off. But really 1 more mth left before I go back to unit. I guess I just have to tahan.

I been gone,

But i should be back....

I went back to tekong for my BMT recourse, which at the moment looks like i will fail if i dun pass my IPPT. 

should finish tekong by good friday then I will be back to unit and life is back again. till then i think the blog will be a bit slow....