Friday, 19 January 2007

ok... the sec 1 are getting smaller... and i am hanging outside too much...


ok some cute L pics from my fren hel :click here

ok night

Tuesday, 16 January 2007

Ok... this post is partly for briana for not able to understand what i meant of a hightech deathnote... ok... the CD i showed briana was the deathnote 2 the moive The last name TRIBUTE album.

It was in a packaging that look like a deathnote... so think about it... a CD inside a deathnote. put the cd in the comp, it plays music but in the tracklist the artist name is blank. so u put in the name. u think of a person name and his face. 40 sec later he dies. then u put some comments in the comments box of each song and put the guy's name and then 6mins and 40 sec later. he dies in the way of ur comments...

Hightech deathnote! unlimited space to write as it will take only afew bytes for each name... 1gb= 1000mb = 1000,000 kb = 1000,000,000 b....and all comps come with 40gb and on... so min 40,000,000,000 b. if 1 name take 4 byte... that is 1x10^10 names.... alot of ppl to kill....

heck it was lame... oh the girl u forgot the name is called hel... both of us thought of that crap at her place... actually wanted kage to talk about cosplay... but kage was pissed that we were late[ sorry we were late...] hel takes way too long to get ready.

ya.. way too long... supposed to meet her at 3pm today... in the end met her at 4.45pm... T.T luckly can hang with kage at the tailor till hel appeared to show her designs also... went to raffles city food court to accompany hel for dinner... then was a rush rush back home for my dinner as my mom forced me to get back home... tsk... parents...

oh still no bf2ing for me as my laptop sux... T.T
night

Monday, 15 January 2007

yay got my bf2... after like nearly 2 years of playing the demo... T.T...


got it from turtle when was having tea with kage, hel, briana and lester... was at hel place to fix her laptop and help her get some anti-virus for her laptop... [ not protected for like 6 mths liao... o.o] so now... updating bf2... [ taking too long... T.T] i catching some shut eyes in my study... dun feel like climbing upstairs...

night... it was a long day...

Saturday, 13 January 2007

my highest bowling score... 227... 7 stirkes... 2 spares and zero open.. -.-nothing to post except this... -.-
CCA was the worst i seen i for years... well maybe the rain spoilt it... did the crazy marketing again [ like in njrc 06...] sit on toilet bowl. and go around the whole school... trying to sell shirts... [ as usual]...

well parents thought we are the art club people...

some pictures: cca display

Thursday, 11 January 2007

bloody fucked up life...
like i need a stupid moron consultor [a sales-man in wolf clothes] to tell me to join his fucked up courses... and waste my parents money... dumb parents... invite him over to get con and believe in what he saying...

STUPID!!!
baka!

come on!! spend 4.5k for 15 sundays from 10am to 5pm to go for that stupid course, i not going to waste my sundays! for what like hell i will go!
okay... i know it will be for my wellbeing... for the good for me... but have they look at their bank account? credit card statement? the amount of stocks left? and their cpf? they know it... that it is not enough to survive for them... and not enough to send my bro to a uni... i let him have a better life... he is smarter than me... he is... but he thinks he is dumb coz he dun have a god damn logic and not even streetwise...


man i screwed up my life since pri 2,from 4th class and drop to worse em2 one in p5... i was screwed up since then.... screwed to the core... just because i mess up and failed my chinese... i was kick to the worse... just because of my stupid chinese, and like i never put an effort in it... it is depressing coz... i scored like A for sci and math and B for eng and still kick to the bottom... and the depressing life starts...

people from the higher up class starts to stay away from me.... coz i was a fallen... what was up with those fucking EM1 students in the past? just becoz they are in EM1 the gave up friendships coz i crashed? fuck those bastards... lucky i dun need to see their elitist face anymore... since psle results...

then the more screw up life appeared, i got fucking shit nightmare of getting in to normal and to be a loner... i was really god damn scared till the point i did not sleep on the day before i find out my class posting... [blame me... my results slip said express or Norm[A]]... got into a class.... with little frens i knew...[ lost most in pri 5... and my best fren in the 2nd top class..]...
lonely in sec 1... screwed by the bullies... forced given class chairman post so the bullies can be kings... i nearly wanted to jump... from the 4th floor... cross over the railings... twice.. some classmates and my best fren[who turned into my boss in sec 3.] helped to get me out of that fucked up life for a while...

things got okay... for a while thanks to my seniors but it crashed again last year... when my bloody parents started worrying too much.... so late??? didn't they know i had these prbs since like pri 2??? i was emo for a fucking long time.... that is y i am a crybaby....
it took them what? 8 years? to realised i got prbs? fine i dun show it at home in front of them cause i dun want to trouble them.... for what i should worry them when they have worse problems to think about...

that is my bro... he is unlike me... he is smart... but got bullied to the max... till he is a pure emo at the age of 10....

so now then my parents know i got prb... and they want to take me away from the things that are not the main cost of the problems, but my pillars to survive... pull me out of robotics?
dun alot me to go out?
cut my internet?
take my laptop?
not allowing me to use the study as my own room... when more than half of the place is my things... -.-

FUCK u stupid life.
They killed my idea of doing a shirt-printing biz... it is not that i asking them for money to start it... i going to use my own saving which she drains it.... -.-

fucked up life won't u just died? and leave me in peace? But by then i am dead and resting in peace... or is there no heaven or hell? we just die... our souls just dissappear... there is no soul society. no shinigami. no gods.
just like ryuuk said." you dun go to heaven or hell. u just die."

night...

Tuesday, 9 January 2007

bloody hell laptop!!! 1st it kick me out of msn... then it lag till i cannot use photoshop! i got to print for the club!!! well... night... [earned $30 in 6 hrs work yay!]

Monday, 8 January 2007

Jan the 8th, tau's BD, so as elvis and my dad.
nothing much... just dinner at hard rock cafe and was back to packing the study room...

well was bored half way and DL windowbind [ok turtle i should listen and DL it months ago]... my screen look freakiler!!!

Sunday, 7 January 2007

what to do at home when you are not allow to go out?

simple, i quote what my mom said, " your room ah... very... very... ai ya just go and clean it! chinese new year coming liao, still dun want to clear it?? look at your table......blah blah blah blah"

most people will know what happen next.... got scolding for like 20mins coz my study room is in a total mess... [those who have been to my place will know what i mean] plus now i got an extra mahjong table sitting right next to my study table...

so i have to clear about 6 metre square of table space... -.-

the half way though of packing...almost there... -.-
see that hole? that is my attirc... managed to store all those primary school stuff up there... well more to pack...

Saturday, 6 January 2007

today was fun.... like really..

woke up damn early...just to meet kage to go to SP open house. before that... it was to clementi... to hel place... -.-

SP open house is more boring than last year's ngee ann one.... so we left the place in like 15mins to go to cine to watch deathnote 2. DN2 is nice to watch... if you did not read the manga or follow the anime like me. but it is lousier than the 1st one...

man why L died in a stupid way? [ his 1st death was the actual way he died in the manga] and why they changed it so much? T.T... well pity L have to die but Go KIRA!!!! Go Go!!!

ok night