friday.... the 9th.... 2.30pm.... got to be in school.....
haiz got to kill myself before that.... haiz so the 6 days but CNY rule works... but it is like only 7days eariler than last year....
man what if i score more than 30?
[ unlikely but possible=> WCS= eng: C6, comb hum: F9, add math: C5, chem: B4, phy:B4, e math: B3.... total 31 T.T ]
cannot be cannot be... i dun suck that much.... e maths should be A2 [ i hope] chem and phy should be B3 or lucky A2... add maths B3 or A2... since i did not really cocked up.... that is 11 at the worse... plus a B4 for english and C6 for comb hum.... that will be 21... that is at the average worse i think... [ wait that look like my scores for prelims....]
haiz that is still bad...
i need like 12 to enter AT....
11 to do accounting....
dun need to say for the robotics one... that is 23....
haiz study like fucked and i cannot do well... must well i end it now... it is damn fucked from psle... study like mad that time for 2 mths and score 197.... y? coz of my fucked up chinese...
and now i look at my bro who is going to take his psle this year. he dun need to study a shit and can be like top 10 in class [ he is in the 2nd class]... life is so god damn shit.
ok enough about life is like shit as i tag on some else blog that life is not that shit, fuck and etc....
haiz... i should use proper english writing i my blog but i hate doing it. i know some people hate reading my blog as it is messed up with grammer, spelling and tense errors. [ dun tell me to change it or i will kick ur ass ] and zul i know you are a bit better in english than me but dun show off and try to use your skills want we are in an agruement over things that you do not know like the VoIP thing. it was a waste of 2 hours trying to tell you that the calling feature in msn is VoIP. As it uses the same technology as VoIP....-.-
wasted that time when can go and kill morons in BF2. I only have a total of 14 hours of playing it as it only can run in my bro's comp with out a single lag. [ on my laptop. 15fps, but ping is 10... T^T]
haiz. i going to have a fun week ahead. and think of a way to kill myself.
choking one self is useless as i will let go once i passout. i cannot make it look like a sucide or got no money to claim.
poisoning is too long.
maybe i should jump in front a car like what i did accidently on my BD when on the way home...
haiz should not get strest over it and what happened that day...
haiz my flushed up life...
with the missing fucked up frens i have...
all lonely again.
haiz. http://flammatory.blogspot.com/ cosfucks...want to see?? go and check it. please get eyedrops and plastic bags to catch ur eyes if they run away from your socket. the cosfucks are real fucks. fat cagalli. i dun watch Gseed but most fat cosplayers trying to do skinny characters are meant to die really die. they make the characters ugly.
even i know when to stop cosplaying L. [ got the behaviours but no looks, dun want to do for now]... well back to photographing for the next few cosplay events. and some other events.
well time to sleep cause my dad is going to complain tommorrow morning about me... haiz.
lastly... i realised... poly dun start till like the 19 of march! i got more than a month to do nothing! i will die.... well got to find some work or project or go back to school and teach those juniors as zul is not doing it.... bleh
night
*** i managed to get the coding to get rid of the stupid blogger bar***
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