Missing life

Going back to Tekong Is really demoralizing.

Going back to Tekong on a Friday night is even more demoralizing...

I am missing the outside world once again, but then what is it so difference between me being stuck in the DVFX lab and in an army camp? I was missing my life too back then when I had to camp day after days and burn my weekend on my Mac just to do work.

The army is just boring and due to the fact I am so disconnected from the net, I guess I that y I felt I really missing my life...

I am not really a outgoing person, and ain't really social able ( offline or online )... So ya... There goes my life. If is not for school and work, I doubt I will have friends outside that circle. ( okay cosplay is another thing..)

So well I have to end this post as I am reaching the ferry terminal to go back to Tekong to burn my long weekend off. But really 1 more mth left before I go back to unit. I guess I just have to tahan.

I been gone,

But i should be back....

I went back to tekong for my BMT recourse, which at the moment looks like i will fail if i dun pass my IPPT. 

should finish tekong by good friday then I will be back to unit and life is back again. till then i think the blog will be a bit slow....

It been awhile... since i last really shop

not shopping shopping... i been buying clothes every few weeks.[ need to stop that habit, running out of space for my clothes]

but ya ever since i got in to the army, i have not been doing anything vfx-ish, but hey on this slow day 1 of CNY i did some shit.

not my best but i think it shows i need to practice once again, my skill is getting worse.

Chinese new year shopping...

it is the time of year, after that time of year. it is Chinese new year. the time where i need to clean my room, buy new clothes and visit relatives that i kinda only see once a year. and whoa, 1 year pass so fast. 1 year ago i was 20....now i am 21 turning 22. and looking back, i still have not done any thing outstanding... i am still a nobody... oh damn life..

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Freshness burger

I just have a craving to eat freshness burger right now

the Central outlet is well quiet and cosy.

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Freshness burger

I just have a craving to eat freshness burger right now

the Central outlet is well quiet and cosy.

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I just want to fly away

I always have this issue when i am thrown into a new environment. Being out of my comfort zone is kinda tiring for me as i tend to use way too much energy pretending that i am okay while i am not.
i has been in this state for multiple times during this short coming to 22 years.

things NEED to be done in 2012.

it is not a new year resolution list. it is more like I HAVE to complete this list of things in 2012.

1. GET MY DRIVING LICENSE [after tekong that is]: took my BTT when i was 18, and my FTT lapses last year... so ya...

2. Start making a list of photoshoot concepts with reference pics, location references

3. upgrade my NAS... i need 2 more 2TB

4. clear my backlog.

5. redo my portfolio

6. make a new demo reel.

7. clear my room. have too many shit.

8. saving money for new FX lens.

9. save more cash to upgrade to a FX cam in 2013

10. save some more cash in hopes to go to japan after NS.

11. need to stop being down.

12. get happy.

13. be positive.

14. Get attached...

chances that 11 to 14 won't happen this year i guess. i tried that in last year. it worked for awhile.but guess what i am back to square one like every year. i need to move on and find someone/ something else. whatever it is 2012 you better be better. i can't take another 2011 or 2010 or 2007...

it is 2012... now for a look back at 2011!

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first of all it is 2012 so it is a new year... i hope it will be a happy and better than the last year, but well we all know it is just getting worse. *oh spoilt your new year, what do you expect from me being moodless?* anyway my annual look back to the year before...

 

2011: vedict: better than 2010, but more fucked up and alot of shit.

this season of food shots.

it been awhile since i upload food shots but it is the time of year that i should, since i been eating alot since KL...

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was in KLCC at this nice place called Ben's for the price the caborana i was awesome.

 

for xmas had dinner with diana @ wild honey at Mandarin Gallery

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Awesome breakfast for a xmas dinner. I ♥ New york [$24], the drink was $9.00 and diana's hot choc was $5.00

and a red velvet cake @ jones. [$7.00] + a peach and cream milkshake [$7.00]

 

on boxing day, went to Ootoya for dinner.

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it been ages since i had ootoya...

you should be hungry by now.