To that random poster galilea on my cbox

Hi Galilea,

Thank you for your keen interest in me *like really*. as from a google serach *as i find this totally funny* your hotmail account is not used on any sites and your name seem to get hits on google as an mexican actress [ imdb link here -> www.imdb.com/name/nm0600076/ ] ya... so as it looks like... i think you are just a random person *idiot* looking for the wrong guys coz this type of adverting yourself is totally stupid!!!. If you are really a singaporean and FEMALE, all the well please post again then i know you are trully interested...

Regards
Togusa...







LOLZ!!!!!!!!! man the things people do to find love...
come on...
get a life...
meeting guys online this way = you are going to get screwed...
but well it is the same as meeting idiots in clubs for one night stands...
as it looks like... if the girl is really a real girl in sg and cute... she will not need to do this as come on guys will go after her...

oh well back to normal blogging in the next post... lazy to do editing for this one

where are the drinks when i need them...

i want my vodka....

why the fuck no one bothers?
stupid life...

do i really need a break?

what am i running away from?

is it school?
is it work?
is it my family?
is it the people i know?
is it my friends?

wait what friends? thanks for the comments in the tag box,
but some people i barely know in my life or even fucking disturbed my life still have kicks to call me their friend... i am sorry but really mostly you guys are just acquaintances that i met in my life...
really just look at my msn list i have like nearly 300 contacts and well only 1 or 2 bother to talk to me. and come on if you really did care, won't u call for a chat or msn me instead of leaving a comment here and only tag again once i blog again..

and ya even that, why should u even bother doing that to me ,when me, myself do not even contact you and talk to you.

At the end, i realised. some of these frens, when they are down or in need of help, i somehow end up by their side.But at the end of the day, when they managed to get their girl/boyfriends. they run off, not bothering to give a shit...

well life have to go on. We meet new people and forget old ones. so much for 5 cm per second...

so what am i really running away from?
i dunnoe...

i need to get a life...

sleeping to 3pm on a cold day...
not doing any work except my school stuff...
staying at home coz i dun have anyone to go out with...

man what bullshit life i have...

and she bloody lie to me again... -.-...

portfoilo?

http://moodlessdays.carbonmade.com/

carbonmade.com, it is a simple cool portfoilo site. 35 photos and 5 projects [categories] for free, i will not mind using it to show case my maya renders and photography…

i am that nice...

really what vic randomly said to me on thursday, stuck me in the head...

"togu, you are too nice that you dun have a backbone..."

after today, i think it is really true... which guy rush home and blog the shit that happened just moments before? one with no backbone does that i guess...

haiz...

after like 3 years of knowing her... asking her out like 4 times before... and letting her get a boyfriend. I think i am way too nice to her. I used to be like by her side when she need me, when she dump her ex, did her props. and yet she dun see the kindest or give any thing in return... at first i am okay with it, but now i think about it, i am wasting my life on her.

She was the one that made me think twice of another girl that i liked... yet she never think twice of dating that idiot jock which totally not her type... now again... she has fallen for the sweet things again on another guy, interlocking their arms together walking as i am behind being forced to see this parade...

The guy popped out of no where... and ya, i was with her shopping for her materials. why it is the guys that randomly appeared in her life that she is interested in? although she can tell me she is not interested in him... your body language says another thing... it is like that time you are with the jock... you can say on msn that will never go out with him, but on the same day you agreed to his proposal...

ailing... at times, i really have no idea what are you thinking at times... it is not that you are random... it is that you really having some personality issues... so much for a girl i liked...

life... and why...

some knew that when i blog alot, it meant that i had no one to talk about my issues...

well maybe..

had a small meet up for lunch with some of my old scouts buddies. Had ichiban as yj had an $80 voucher *and it was a lunch for his birthday* well ya and we thought we under-budget but ended up $8 bucks over...

well $2 bucks for One gaint plate of raw fish... well it is worth!... spent $10 at the arcade at dhoby with them wasted one game of para due to wrong settings

had a fun time... but then it is back to life again...

once again i wonder... why do nice guys finish last? it is me or are girls blind and go for bastards and assholes... then when they were dumped... they come complaining why are there no nice guys in the world when the guy they complaining to, just canceled all plans coz the girls sent an emo message, and come rushing to their side...

yet at the end of the day... they are so blind and dun see the kindness the guy showed and the girl ended up with another ass..

haiz life... i dun think i can be nice anymore... it is killing my heart...

this is how i work...

that is my bed, that is my dad's old drawing board and that is the only lamp i have left... damn life...

what happens when you locked the whole family up?

well i was told to lock up the 2nd floor when i left for school this morning. i was expecting my dad to have the key, but no...
no one had the key....

gg... so after picking the lock for 30mins, my dad had a great plan, i was to climb up the neighbouring wall,then put a ladder there, and climb up it with little stability, slide on a pillar to the 1st level's roof. then slowly walk over it to my bro's room window and force open it then climb into it and stepped on to my old laptop.... -.-

gg right, it took me like 2 mins to get in by the window.... wasted 30mins of doing the old fashion lock picking -.-...

am i alone?

when i look around... y do i feel that i am alone, it is like everyone else have someone else, but no one is there for me... sometimes i wonder, do i really have friends or are some just "friends" or is it me, myself avoiding them...

i dunnoe what is going on... i dunnoe y do feel so down, but i dunnoe why am i so alone, when i am surrounded by people everyday...