wants my holidays...

School will be ending in 3 weeks and this 3 weeks will be the hell of my life for now.

Within this 3 weeks,

i have to complete these

Hardware modeling: HAW-206 tank [10% done] and a Warehouse [0%] [due in 17 days]
Post Production: "tofu film fest" trailer [80% done] [ due in 8 days]
Production Planning: Production Portfolio of "LATE" [15% done] [due in 11 days]
Camera fx and MOgraph: Pre-production: 90%, Production 1 @ pre, Production 2 @ Pre. [filming =2 days] Post production = 10 days[ due in 15 days]ing

The HAW-206 is just time consuming.
the trailer, well i just need to add some more titles and fix audio then it is done...
for Production Portfolio, i am rushing it this week as i will not be able to start production of the camera fx and mograph works will friday. once the production part is over my group will only have 10 days to maya, after effects and put every thing together... To the industry, that is okay. to us students... it is Clusterfuck...

well i just want my holidays and to earn some cash for now... i want to get my D90 and some lens and my driver licenses before school starts on 19th oct...

PS: blogger is mess up... dunnoe y i dun see my normal interface -.-

i just type into my phone.

and send msg to no where. when i do not want to share it on twitter. it is quite emo for me to do it. but i need to say it to someone but that someone used to be you. having all these shit bottled up in me is stressing me up like in the past. i will just break again, soon. and this time i dunnoe what shit i will do..

i just want to go back. and being my cheerfully self that i long forgotten since i i been moodless. at the end i still need someone to save my soul.

i am amazed..

i was bored and went to check my statcounter.

10% of searches that reach my blog were "anime", "anime watch list"
1% is "whattheflush"
5% is "uniquo"... *ION outlet is openning soon... so i dun need to travel to tampines!*
3% is "togusa chan"

as expected. 77% of readers are from singapore
10% from USA
9% from unknown...

for broswers...
63% using firefox...
17% on IE 7 or 8
8% on safari
the rest are chrome and opera

it is quite LOL to see that 40% are using unknown OS... [i think they are all macs ]
30% on vista
25% on XP
and 1 user using win 98!!!!

time to go and edit more pics.

19...

Nineteen by tegan and sara...

I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(Call me)
I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)
Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

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and i was wishing this year will be better than last...

after all that shit..

so 4 years of friendship ends up like this... i really dunnoe what to say really.

I kinda know why you are ignoring me, but dun we used to have these fights in the past? what happened to your old self, your REAL self? From what i see, you really have a personality issue. Creating one for every new person you meet then once they know you well enough you treat them like dirt. like how you treat your family.
No wonder y me and hel are being ignored by you at times...

that y that day at that event, i was kinda wtf when you say family is VERY impt when i know you dun give a shit. then Helping all your "frens" when you dun help those that helped you before. Girl, you are being used again, like how you allow that idiot to be with you.

I am just worried for you. coz i know how shitty is it to be used to do things for others and get nothing back in return. Coz that is what you been doing to me recently... from teaching you on how to shoot, to your stop motion and your 24 ideas filming... i really get nothing in return but only your fucked up attitude...

I thought i will give you a chance to change after you broke up with that idiot. but now nearly a year. that you went back having your multiple personalty. I should had gave up helping you and hope you changed but from what happened recently...
I dun even need to bother.

So, next time if you need help, you still can ask me, but if i am getting that bullshit hime-sama attitude from you again... go and ask someone else.
Please just wake up and see the world.

where you go?

i fucking miss you so...

tsk.. it sounds like a post i made like 3 aprils ago...

anyways... life have to goes on. and i got Part 3 of The Resident Tourist by Troy Chin. I kinda been following his works after passing his booth at Toy con last year.

3 guys in a booth but well only 2 guys was there coz the 3rd guy had another booth...

I did not actually flip through his works at his booth, but it was that night i went to his site drearyweary.com, and well read like "All things being" and " The resident Tourist" [part 1] within a night.

The resident tourist is actually an ongoing autobiographical comic book/manga about Troy Chin himself, started out as a "side-project" but you can't really say it is a side project now coz he is actually not working/ have a job.

Well, i kinda got hook on his manga/comics due to all the local jokes and all.. and well it kinda remind me of my primary and secondary school life. Got Part 1 and 2 during one random visit to ani-play in late 2008 and i was like "troy printed his works???" *buys on the spot* it was about $10 each from ani-play, i think.

Part 3 of The Resident Tourist can be found at taka's Kino, Ani-play [sunshine plaza] and G&B comics. Kino is selling it at $17.90, Ani-play should be cheaper.


can't wait for part 4 which should be abit about 2008 and last year's toy con according to zerohero at Fool's progress. Hard copy maybe out by 2010.

I dun really care when it will the next book will be out, but TROY, do continue on and draw more. I really love your work Music Man!...

and i think i realised, there is a "mint" to in my life. she is just as lian and uses the middle finger and the word "fuck" as loosely as mint.


* i know my table is messy, kills self*

is it too much?

to ask for my dream girl to be like YUI??? not YUI from K-on! but YUI the singer... I am too picky i guess...

also i realised, due to i am twitting too much. my blog post cannot seem to go for more than 140 characters if i am talking about one topic. Paragraphing new post is getting really really hard and i dun think i have much to say. oh wells time to sleep