Haruhi IS BACK

the NEW ep of haruhi was just release today. It is not a troll but i still cannot find raws of it so ya. it is a waiting game...

and GG got "hacked" an sos-dan logo is on it...

When you are pissed, you give me shit.

When i am pissed, you fucking ignore me. FUCK YOU OKAY.

YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE ALL UP THERE WITH ENLIGHTMENT. Girl guess what you do not have. If you really did do what you told me. You won't be saying all those stuff and not try to explain. And as you say you do try to change, but did you really change?

I see none of it. and you See none of mine. SO STOP TELLING ME TO SELF-REFLECT.
I CAN'T SELF-REFLECT by myself as i see myself as right... always right... I need to tell my issues to someone so they can tell me it is wrong. I need someone to tell me that is wrong with me.

I know that i am selfish. I dun care for others. i am an ass when i am working. i am stubborn to the core. I am a pessimist. I have time management problem. I am untidy. I am demanding. I think highly of myself.

for some i have reasons be that way.
1. Being selfish: imagine after spending 14 years of being bullied coz you are a nice guy. Won't you want to be selfish?

2. I dun care for others: Why should i care for people that step over me and treat me like shit, when they are no better than me? And really i dun do not care all the times. It is that my first reaction is to ignore.

3. Ya i am an ass: look, when we are doing the same work, and we are taught in the same class. You should be able to understand what is going on. IF you dunnoe what shit is going on. dun ask me, ask the lecturer. And we have a dateline you know, EVERY TIME I help you it is a loss to me, and a gain for you.

4. stubborness: I have an idea, you ask me for it, i tell you it, You tell me you like it, but you want to chance it, You chance a litte of it and say it is you idea. NO IT IS MY IDEA. then there is the YOU DUN LIKE IT. but YOU end up creating an IDEA that is LIKE my idea and you use it. Of course i disagree and rather my OWN.

5. pessimist: what can go wrong will go wrong. Nothing in this world really go your way. if i was a optimist, I would be ignore alot of shits that i need for deciding.

6. Time managment.: i need to cut my work load... and stop wasting time like on this blog.

7. Untidy: well thanks to my mom. she pack too nice that i find it easier to work in a mess.

8. demanding: if i dun have it my way, it is not my way. yesh my way sound like a shitty way, but sometimes it is now.

9. thinking high of myself: i dunnoe how it got by.

well i am tired so i am going to sleep... will continue this end later.

As real as it fucking gets

You will need a big space to work on a REAL photoshop...



and it is really real -> http://www.flickr.com/photos/18697966@N00/sets/72157608377333404/detail/
go to the high res one and view it. It looks CG when small coz well sharpen image looked CG...

REPOST: Vivienne Westwood's Anglomania A/W 09/10 collection.

Another Repost from moodless days.

Some photos that i took during the fashion show.

It was really an eye openner for me as a virgin fashion show goer . Now i hope that there will Comme des Garçons show next year... their collection especially the jackets is what i really love....

End of part 1 of photos.

Part 2 will be up another time when i am free.

You can check more photos taken at audi fashion fest @ lenne's http://dearophelia.wordpress.com/

This week i have a iphone TVC to film once i complete pre-production papers.

fucked up year

what did i do to get these shit? really! first, i having issues talking to my dad thanks to his male menspause... then i starting to have sleeping issues. i can lie on the bed for hours then i can sleep. next is having the feeling tt i am outcast in class once again. then alot of shit is happening in the photography club which giving me a headache. from missing filters to mia tripod to cam body tt cannot work. and the school is expecting us to pay the repairs first.


what other shit was there? oh i was in hosp overnight and felt like i was dying. after my first year ended i thought year 2 would be better for me but. within 8 days of school. my macbook pro was stolen. there goes my portfolio, work and life. then now school may not loan me money for a second one. so there goes my plan to buy a new dslr and my wacom. there goes the relation with my dad. there goes my dream. then she now is getting on my nerves. even though i love her. she dun even bother to be nice or greatful of all the shit work i did for her. all the extra work i do. and in return, all i got was nothing but fucked up attitude.

it is getting bad for me till the point tt i think it is okay tt i get a heart attack in ns . i had a great life. but really it is getting fucking unlucky till the pointthathe s ih dunit carefor liao. what did i do to get all These shit?

from bullied to getting outcast. to being rejected to robbed. ignored.. i think no one will cry over me when i dead.

so much for being the mister nice guy.
what goes around does'nt come around

no luck with girls

Really.
The type that i should date are attached...
the type i like tend to be abit bitchy.
then the rest, sadly i have no interest

and good friends are not good interest to chase...

haiz

i miss my mac...

i miss my rideback wallpaper.
i miss my widgets.
i miss my ical...
i miss my itunes...
i miss using 2 fingers to scroll
i miss using apple/command + w
i miss not HAVING to update my OS EVERY DAY...
i miss the alarm clock on my mac..

fuck the idiot that stole it. and it looks like he entered my gmail account on may day. told the cops about it. and they say they see what they can do....



on another news... WTF... do i need to wait 11mins for a train??? and NEL purposely did not show the timings on the platform or announce that there were delays in the train services.... i was at dhouby ghaut waiting for a north bound punggol train for like 12mins, and man the platform was pack... this was taken at farrer park station. after i got off.