Going back home

If i considered from the time i went to tokyo, till now. For the past 5 weeks i only slept in my own bed or to be more accurate, was at home for 6 nights... 6 freaking nights... out of 35 days...

I am starting to miss my freedom really much,
i am starting to hate the fact that i have to go back to camp tomorrow evening,
I am already hating some of the guys in my platoon,
not to mention,
I am hating the fact that i am kind of injured thanks to national service.

The doctors says i have a rotator cuff injury on my right shoulder... i dun think it will heal thanks to NS... but this is really a Fuck you to the MO at CMPB, i am really not meant to be a PES B recruit and see what happens. I did nothing wrong except to follow trainings and yet i am injured... Oh wells.

if the specialist say it is really more screwed up than what it is now... i really have nothing to say.

I need some jack....

Okay right jack lives in odaiba....

it is nearly 1 month since tokyo and i am getting used to tekong.... on my next book out will be exactly 1 month since i lost my hair and my pink IC...
Training is not that killer yet but wel nearly after every run i tend to have cramps or heat cramps and my right shoulder is killing me with PAIN...
other than that tekong is quite "fun"

i do miss some stuff like surfing the net, sleeping till 12noon or sleeping at 5am. i miss shooting photos... i miss my mac... i really MISSING alot of anime and manga that i have to batch torrent them EVERY friday night... what else i miss???