my spring 2009 anime watch list.

who knows i may anime blog them...

for this season i will be watching these few that seem interesting to me...

K-On!: [april 2th] story revolves around four Japanese high school girls who join their school's light music club to try to save it from being abolished. However, they are the only members of the club, and none of them have any experience playing musical instruments or reading sheet music.

Reason to watch?: From the makers of haruhi and lucky star. And i need some joke anime to watch. It should be good coming from kyoto animation.

Haruhi : [april 15th]
Reason to watch?: do i need to say? it is haruhi. all heed the almightly haruhi.

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood : [april 5th]this will be a remake so it is season one again but following the manga this time round.

Reason to watch?: It was the first few anime i watched and it is by bones. but some sources say, it is over hyped up and the producers just want to earn more. Well more FMA cosplayer will be for this year. and also it will be out on Animax asia, subbed in english airing from 10 Apr 09, every Fridays 8.30pm.

Shangri-la : [april 5th] The anime series is based on the highly acclaimed novel of the same name which was written by Eiichi Ikegami and won the first place in 2005 Japanese Sci-Fi Novel Award.

Reason to watch?: Character art by Range Murata from last exile and the art looks interesting. It caught my eye when i was browsing newtype.

Eden of the east : [april 9th]
November 22, 2010. Monday.
Ten missiles hit the territory of Japan.
However, this unprecedented terrorist act, later to be known as "Careless Monday" apparently did not cause any victim, and was soon forgotten by almost everyone.

Then, 3 months later...
Saki Morimi is a young woman currently in the United States of America on her graduation trip. But just when she is in front of the White House, Washington DC, se gets into troubles, and only the unexpected intervention of one of her fellow countrymen saves her day.

Reason to watch?: Cause it is by Production IG. I just love their works. hahaha. another reason it is by one of my favourite anime director, Kenji Kamiyama and characters art by honey and clover's manga artist... if you watch the trailer, it looks like honey clover in ghost in the shell world!

last one is an OVA

Dogs: bullets and carnage: [may 19th]
Reason to watch?: Nice manga, it looks like it is going to be good... if i have the chance won't mind cosplaying badou.

who knows what i going to write about? and well at least this spring 2009 season looks better than winter, where i only followed rideback

what am i supposed to be?

I thought i had my life planned out, but recently i giving it more thought.

What if i am not able to make it?
What if i crap up?
What if i mess up my works?

really i kinda forgotten all my maya training from less than 6 months ago. It took me like 16 hours to model a simple ipod and it still look weird.

And i really realised, my photos ain't great or wonderful. I been shooting and shooting and shooting, but i felt that i am getting no where. it is like i am stuck there, no matter what i do, i am stuck at this level, and i cannot go up. it is like something is limiting me. I guess it is me that is limiting me. It is not about the tools, it is not about the location. It is just me...

I am not sure how i am going to get through this remaining 2 years of studies. I feel that i am drained out, like i am not supposed to do this, but then, what am i really supposed to do?

I quited too many things just to try something new, and then quit it cause i am tired out. I am getting no where at this rate. No matter what goal i set my sights on, as time go by, i felt there was no way i can grab it....

so what i can really grab please? nothing i guess.
Stuck here being the small green frog that is stuck in the well....
I can't let that happen but it is still going on.

sweet... my GPA went up by 0.1598

which is bullshit please...

back when $1 = 1 GB

i just increased my storage space in my PC by 1.6 times by just adding 1 500GB harddisk. Which cost just $99!!! that is like 5GB for $0.99 or... 19 cents a GB... that is like 5 times cheaper than when i first DIY this PC...

a IDE 160GB harddisk cost like $160... so storage was an issue, but these days... with 4 SATA ports... this PC can take up to 4 TB at like $180 x 4... and that is like... 18 cents a GB... T.T

damn technology... my stuff would be outdated in months at this rate~

a shoot finally...

It has been a while but i finally had a proper photoshoot today...



a short shoot in NP. and of all places the roof of fms again. I think lenne is bored of the place coz this is the 3rd shoot she was at that location.

More pics can be found on my dA.

i am so lazy...

guess what... i realised i am so lazy to log into my blogger that why i have not been blogging but i think i fixed it.

all thanks to an old widget made by google in 07... a blogger widget... so i can blog from my widget screen instead of a url... oh wells..

i should be updating more regluarly soon lolz...

togu u need more pics

some one said that recently in reply y my blog is so dead... but really i dun have an iphone that make my life easier to transfer photos and all..

wasting my time away...

i just wasted my whole monday afternoon in my bed as it as raining till it is so cold.

But well that is not the point. It is that i have nothing to do this holiday. No shoots, no job, no meetings, no one to go out with.

Then when i have shoots, she keeps postponing it. come on please, it is been a long time that i wanted to shoot her but she just keep last minute postpone it due to some bullshit. and sometimes i wonder, if i did not meet her, will i be who i am now? she really changed my life back in sec 3/4. without her... i guess i will still be in aerospace being a geek -.- haiz life...

and i am still not blogging properly...

i ain't dead...

it is just that there is nothing to really post about my life or i have things to say.

it has been 2 weeks since the term ended for me and i spending my days sleeping and nights gaming... i want to start on some personal projects but well my copperhead is dead so i cannot maya for now. then there is the rainy weather so i can't really shoot unless i use my wet weather gear which is a free plastic bag from NTUC and isolation tape... but i myself dun have a good enough jacket or shoes to shoot in the rain..

oh wells, time for dinner.